Poems from troubled hearts

Your lips, lovely girl, the sweetest reward in this world, I'm in a daze, wanna throw myself as close to you as can be hurled, Deslolate dreams, dessert for dreary day, Wake up and look around, no one this way, This side empty as well, a waking delusion, Then wake up to a such lovely illusion, But then she fades into ash, Pain worse than a sharp whips lash, Then to sleep, to wake again, Look in the mirror, see where I've been, Tormented by shadows, a blue eye gleams. Falling in love sure ain't what it seems, Unless you can drop the pain of a broken heart, Of longing for your lover when your apart, Never feel the tear of losing some of your heart, Before fate throws them asunder, where they will stay apart, For they must know that lovers part, Know that from the very start, What cuts deeper, what cut or gash, Than to see something you just came to love, fade, into ash...

I love you, Can I have your heart? When I think you you, Mine falls Apart. On every night, I dance in the dark, Asking how I might, Douse this spark, Ever since the start, Your halcyon words, Shown me my part, Fly south with the birds, Summer dreams, Die with the fall, And it seems, I'll lose them all, A moments so long, Can it hurt to ask? To spend it along, Lets open a cask, Tonight will not last, Can I hold your hand? I'll be over so fast, Just me, alone in the sand.

This one is troubled, yet a little happy ending-like: If you’d come to where I’ve been to, If you’ll be where I was when I went, You will know that I went to and fro, But there is always a light at the end. For no man on earth can foresee the right, Some men are tempted by the bad. For them the light will not be bright, They lost their chance to live. They will try to take others down, Only weaklings will give in. When you don’t want to drown, Your mind will be the only key. Where one door closes, Let there an open door be. I’ve been to many places, It’s easy to lose track. Sometimes your mind is like mazes, But at the end you will always come back. The dark may seem scary at first, Getting used to it is the trick. Out of tears you will burst, Then a little thing will click. After dark light will come, Behind the clouds there is sun. Out of nowhere the dark will creep, But always keep your mind. For negativity makes hills go steep, But one thing you must not forget, There is always a way out. One makes the wrong decision, He just wants to shout. Those are the ones that go to dark. If there is one thing I learned, It’s live that can give you a spark.

You're not ready yet, don't open the gate! You're not ready yet, don't fight, not now! Your armor is not of your size, and this sword, what a poor casting.. It's not fair did you say? Life will always have this taste! You don't want to be in a show, Where there is nothing, but pain, but cheating? No one chooses his destiny, So in the arena of life, you'l be hurt, you'l be wounded, what a pity, You have only your own might, to make you get higher and higher in society, Mortal you are, maybe your memory will become what will be your remains, But for the time you wander in arena, the only flesh you get as your armor will be your chains, There is no judge for this battle, There is no true friends, Cause you'l learn in pain, that they can bettray, This life will not be subtle, you'l encounter many fiends, And without any choice, even if you don't want to, you will stay. That, my minions, is your lesson for today, Just get that right into your heart, your mind, You cannot flee this torment, not even a day, So if you want to live, just an advice, don't be kind.

Sweet and sour, My Delicate flower, We speak and my words: they cower. A once strong tongue, Weakened by this beautiful one. She puts a pain in my chest, Yet i wish her the best, Never the less... She makes my mind a mess. How i feel is what i could say i wish, Although unworthy i am to feel her bliss, Always precise and my heart the target she could never miss, Oh, what i'd do for that lovely kiss. Even if it is not mean't to be, i will always cherish thee. for she is the most loveliest there can ever be... Sadly unworthy i am and it can never be. Maybe in my dreams... You are loving me. So tonight slumber for an eternity. Or... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TINZujmJ5xI Second one seems more probable... </3

My life is cold, frozen, and desolate My soul is bruised, broken, and bleeding My suffering is endless and always repeating Please kill me swiftly, and stop my hearts beating Fuck you mom.

Resolution Pain from what was, Tormented by what is, Fear of what will be Continually wondering if each day will be like the next As I pickup and polish the shards of my broken dreams. The illusion of happiness slips into a delusion of peace Only to wrought the wrath of the cycle that is my Hell. An internal hell no one can see, no one can feel But is a growing darkness that will never alight again within my soul No solution only resolution of what must be A quick slice, biting pain, but that wont last long As life ebbs away onto the floor in a crimson liquid Thoughts begin to slow, light to fade Will there be anything to look forward to? Who knows, but the pain will finally end As I slowly fade into the peacefulness of nothingness.

Pen and page Pen and page Blood mixed with ink Tears drop, smearing what is written Life and Death A razor’s edge The balance can easily be undone A choice to make Uncertainty dwells In a troubled heart and mind.

Fragile So much tape For such a fragile little thing It's always breaking and falling apart Almost not worth the effort of keeping it Always shattering before it is totally mended Losing a little of itself each time It would be so much easier to fix it in cement Never to be broken again Too late I need more tape

Fallen and damaged Hated and loathed Fighting for every breath To surface to a light to behold Survival a matter of self-preservation Faith a matter of believing Believing that there is hope Hope that we will be together Fear that it wont Then I shall die inside.