Weird Facts About Yourself!

My wierdest would be that im always carrying a knife on me, always except during my showers but now that I realized that weakness Ill fix it

I can't fall asleep if my ears aren't covered with either my hair or a blanket. Otherwise I'm scared that something might crawl in into my ears... Which is completely dumb since I move around when I sleep and end up sleeping with my ears covered by nothing for 90% of the time anyway.

I have a pretty strong over active imagination that allows me to visualize things that aren't actually there o.o this can also be used for me to scare the shit out of myself >.>

another weird fact... i have an issue looking people in the eyes. it makes me feel nervous and embarrassed for some reason. its not that i have no respect for the person, to me it just feels reeeeeeaaaaly awkward.

I pose in the mirror.. I often talk to myself and figure things out that way but then I get angry because I'm just a fool and lost all respect for myself and humanity. Lies..Lies..Lies but then again, idk. It seems like I can go on forever posing and laughing at the voices in my head but what am I really doing here?.. Just waiting to be dead and finding a girlfriend before I'm dead lol. That's all I can feel at this moment. I love girls.. Loved them since the moment I met one.

I always discuss things with myself/talk with myself, guess it's somewhat normal, but I do it all the time, sometimes even in public without realizing it, and sometimes I end up doing head motions or hand motions as if agreeing or disagreeing