My Daily Writting

I love to write however I do not like my Writting so I am posting some daily exercises on here to become a better writer. Can be anything from a poem, to a short story, to a something that actaully happened to me or someone I know. So welcome to the random twisted dark thoughts of my mind, hope you enjoy your stay. First entry: For the life of me I cannot seem to speak the words to you or even call your name, but I wish to see your face, just once beyond the vail of my dreams. You are a murmur in my mind that cannot be forget yet you hid in shrouded mystery. My heart murmurs with every beat, saying 'I miss you' along side breathless sighs of 'I love you', but you are still a fade in my mind. I thought by believing in you, you would materialize into the world out of thin air and become real for me but alas you are but a dream in my head and an empty promise to my heart.

I just realized that I spelled writing wrong. On the title. Where everyone can see. And I want to become a writer. *sighs* Well here it goes: I use to gaze out at the stars every night and wish for adventure but now I place that inner desire on finding you. A dark stranger, perhaps looking at the same sky Making the same wish on the stars above Hoping that the world is moving us closer I wonder to myself Would you accept my oddly quirks? My torn heart? My harden outer shell? My twisted desires? I smile knowing it all wouldn't matter.

A poem written by the soul. My Hearts Confession I love you without even trying It is effortless, endless, weightless as air, a vast sea of emotion. There is no price for real affection, for raw attraction, and unconditional love. You make my heart a flutter, my breath is stolen by your gaze, your laugh, your smile. My words sink back into my throat and I wonder if I will ever find them again if only to tell you how much you mean to me. I want to pull you closer to feel your warmth, to hear your heart beat, to know that not only I am safe but you are protected and to never miss a moment. Let me be your light shielding you from the dark unknown and if your slip allow me to catch you and lift you up so you may smile once more. https://www.mageewp.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/09/romantic-760x570.jpg

It has been a while, I should pick this back up and work on my more creative side again. Here are some things I wrote a few months ago, though reading through again what I have written, some of it seems to ring truer now, perhaps I was writing these for him this whole time and didn't even realize it. Weird. "My heart is black as the dead cold coals that have been long without the warmth of the flames and as I stare into your soul filled eyes I wonder if maybe I can feel what it is like to live once again, rekindled from the ashes." You are the lake that follows the earth, flowing through the valley of rocky mountains and tall trees, you help bring life within your waters. Your soul carried on through time and is now brought to me to be held in my caring embrace, I will cherish this gift and forever keep it within my being. The winds that chase you will not get very far in finding you, for you are a master at hiding away. You are the wind that whispers to me a beautiful song. How my heart is alive in all this stillness, in the night when the world is sleeping and my mind is awake deep reverie but the only cause to blame is the silent promise of seeing you another day. I write to you a message that my own words cannot express.These invisible feelings deep inside me are overflowing through me, silently consuming me, and I wonder if you have noticed that every time I gaze into your eyes your memorizing stare becomes my undoing. How you compel me to smile in your mischievous daunting ways, and for the first time I feel I can truly fly. Where has the fear gone? Has it somehow slipped away with one of your grins? Is this your evil plan? My sense is failing, perhaps I will let you win only this time. Love is like suicide, you take that beautiful leap to unknown territory and before you know it yours are swept away into a new life as the old one dies, but I love you, so my soul is yours and our hearts are one tied beyond our own understanding so let me slip into your arms where I will stay forever.

I wrote something but I hate it. I will have to do better next time, and/or revise this. -.-; It is finally happening and I fear this is the end, For I have fallen deep into the prison of your eyes, locked for eternity within your gaze, never knowing if I will ever break free from the trap you have laid for me. I feel my soul being consumed by the life and emotions that flickers behind them, piercing within me, through me. Such gentle yet sad emotions leak from them, how I wish I could ease the pain and melt it all away. My heart pounding against my chest desiring to flee from its cage to be closer to you. Endlessly I have been searching to find you and now that you are here I am uncertain I will be able to escape the burning flame that threatens to devour me.