Have you ever been in love?

I'm married so i'm still in love http://www.gifwave.com/media/73867_happy-excited-christoph-waltz-nazi-inglorious-basterds.gif

I was many times in Love during my Middle school years and High school years, But all of my love from the girls were fake love cause they just want to use me for my knowledge or just don't care about me at all. ;_; I felt sadden that I Can't fall in love with anyone anymore. But i think to myself that I might find someone special with no rush needed.

in my dream last night there was a girl that was really cute and she cuddled with me but it didnt last long. most my dreams theres a amazing girl that i see for a bit then shes gone. i think she was asian like usuall too

Aye I've been in love a few times myself, it's a lovely feeling - the first time is when I was about 15 and I was super in love with this girl, we had a ton of chemistry between us despite our interests being quite different but since I didn't know what love was like then, I was too afraid to ask her out. We kissed and hugged a few times but I was a wimp back then - don't know what she thinks of me now though. The second time was sadly a one-sided love, this girl was great, kind and sweet and awesome but when I asked her out, she didn't feel the same about me and just saw me as a friend, nothing more, nothing less. But we stayed friends and I gave up on her and moved on. The third time was the best love I felt, not only was it mutual but it was a really deep and romantic love, kawaii and all that shit. We had plans for what we'd do in the future but sadly there were too many complications in our lives at that time that we agreed to break it off and just stay friends and go from there. Hell if that shit didn't happen we'd probably be living together at this point but it seems that fate would not allow that. Oh well, I'm all over that and looking for love once again. I guess that search for love is the main reason I came to MaiOtaku :D