its a lie theres no one for me

chaos trust me it if far better to be solo than with anyone that will take you because it can become a living hell down the road. You are still being heavily driven by the call of nature to pair bond and mate, do not underestimate it, it fades away in time. Focus on making your life awesome doing what you love and being bad ass in your own way. You must look within to figure out what to do with your own life first and what your true desires are, not just the dreams. Find your real talents, passions, and merits as everyone has them. When you know what you want in a partner logic will help you know where to look but you must keep yourself out there and experienced socially. When you start accomplishing your goals and gain confidence from it you will cross paths with someone you must meet and have the ability to meet them and make a good impression as your merits will be clearly seen. Never be a slave to desire as the Buddhist say: Desire is a path of pain. Good luck! PS Slayers are awesome. Watamote was good I felt sad for that poor kid because I was very shy and awkward as a school boy and became a little anti social for a time from it so I could relate.

And you can change that but no change is painless and the reward is more than worth the risk. Dune has some very good things to say about personal growth and fear. "I'll miss the sea, but a person needs new experiences. They jar something deep inside, allowing him to grow. Without change something sleeps inside us, and seldom awakens. The sleeper must awaken." - Duke Leto Atreides “I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.” - Paul Atreides

All u need is food. :3 http://images5.fanpop.com/image/photos/29400000/Lina-eating-anime-slayers-29486989-1024-640.jpg