Its the Holiday Season!

Im not going to limit it to christmas, since there are plenty of religions to go around. Also I dont practice any religion so it doesnt really apply to me... But that said, whats everyone doing over the holidays? Ill start. Its going to be a very quiet one for me this year. Im alone for most of it. My dad has gone away til after the new year. I dont really hear from my mum so much anymore and this is going to be the first year since my grandma died. At least on Christmas day I will be spending it with my best friend and his family after they invited me down for it, then I will be very busy getting very drunk and drowning whatever sorrows I might have and reflecting on how this year has been very down up then back down again! Ummm okay maybe some of that might have been a little personal but Im not really going to spend time editing and deleting stuff..... Next person......?

I don't practice any religion either really, I celebrate because everyone else does (you get thought of badly if you try to say you're not doing it, tried that avenue). Its just like any other day to me in general. However as per I shall be spending it with my family next door with the neighbour's family. It won't be as lively as usual due to a few absences but I'm kinda glad for a quiet one, its just been one of those years. So I shall chill and get pleasantly drunk :3 Also Simon-san, do not be sorrowful- you deserve as much happiness as everyone else n_n you'll pull through it all!

Well at least my christmas day will be lively for a little while. Ive known my best friend for about 10 years, hes always been there for me and Im good friends with his parents too, so it did mean an awful lot to me when they invited me round, since they know what Im going through right now, its just nice to know that some people actually care! And thanks, I know I should be happy and as much as I try to be, depression works in different ways. Yeah, I guess I know what Im supposed to do and how to go about it, but its just not that easy, so recently Ive appeared rather emo-y, even though its not the normal me, Im usually much stronger than this! I will get through it, it will just take time...