list your shortcomings

Hmmmmm.... lets see..im a bad cook xD and im shy/quiet in person, too scared to speak up in some situations (-.-") i also tend to over think things a lot. Im really oblivious (-.-) yepp, thats it. But i like my flaws too because they're a part of me And nobody is ever going to be perfect but thats okay our flaws are what makes us human

Can be perfectionist at times... of course when I can't then I just say fuck it. Gotta work on that middle ground. I've been told I can be a little emotionless. And like many otaku, I'm rather indifferent or ignorant when it comes to societal customs. But everyday I work to eliminate any flaws that stand in the way of my goals.

Hmmm let's see. Well I'm stubborn to a fault, I will do something until I finish even if it's something little, Even if I hurt myself in the process. Alpha Male persona, Well I refuse to ask for help even when I know I need it, And make something harder even when it could be easier with help, Which I know most wouldn't mind as I help them with anything they ask for. My tempers the worst thing though, I have what you would call a violent one, I get irritated and annoyed incredibly easy, and I want to break someone whenever I am, God forbid you enrage me since I kind a of lose it, See all white and lose control.... Yeah, Not your normal bad temper I suppose. Even if I have great self control it wavers every now and then. I morally hate violence, Like most people, That's not the problem though, The problem is I Enjoy violence physically. Just the thought of one get's me excited, I enjoy fighting.... Yeah, Good thing I don't start them or I'd never stop. I can't relax, I can have fun, But I'm always on edge. Which isn't a good thing, As it makes it hard as hell to fall asleep. I'm certain there's more, But that's all I can think about right now.

I over analyze things, worrying about the worst outcomes, causing me to hesitate a lot and make people think I'm not going to respond, causing them to talk over or ignore me, causing me to be extremely shy, causing me to be lonely, causing me to be awkward since I am not used to socializing... and then the whole thing just repeats itself in a vicious cycle. This is also caused by, and also causes, my depression and anxiety. Also I'm not very healthy due to never exercising and skipping meals/eating junkfood.

I want people to trust me, but I can't easily trust them sometimes. I bottle all of my emotion up and try to stay positive, until I finally cave in and let it out. I'm paranoid at times. I'm a perfection on little and big details things . I'm slow and horrible writer. I'm really super shy when meeting 1st-6th time or even longer than that. I was kind of shelter growing up. I have a few health problems. Sometimes, I think to much on about stuff.

I have no religion. I feel like most women want a guy that believes in something. I don't know, maybe that's just me. I don't want kids. A huge percentage of women want a guy who can thicken the bloodline. Right? I'm short (5' 5''). Shy, but I'm really working hard on that.

I'd say that I am slightly paranoid, an excessive daydreamer (I live inside my mind, sometimes!), mild bouts of depressive episodes, and I get very stubborn, at times. Thankfully, though, nothing inhibiting my social or academic life :)