Any "Asexual" people here?

I think I might consider myself as being asexual, not because I don't like sex but simply because I can't really feel anything. Then of course because of sexual preference since being a tween, most depictions of being with other women in media, always has some form of penetration involved. Maybe I have just become wise beyond my years, but I believe there should be more to a relationship than built on the foundations of sex. The largest sexual organ we have is our own skins. For me, pain has become pleasure. A touch, a caress. A person adapts to feel pleasure.....the right hand and it's euphoria, zone out. I believe that being asexual for anyone, even if they take a break from the instant gratification or prolonged orgasm. If they just stopped for a moment, ceased with the charm and seduction between the sheets. Take a moment and just became aware, a moment to see themselves through their partners eyes, take a moment to feel what the other is feeling. When that is done, the real relationship begins. It would be like the love within the womb shared with your mother before being born. We were aware of our mother and she of us as infants. If it were possible then, it's possible now, and didn't have to have sex with our mom to have such a bond. I don't care what the world thinks of me or wants of me. Only desire another woman to share in my journey to be bound by each others mind and soul. Sustain the body to continue on our shared journey. Might say that I am on the ascetic path of self-discovery and awareness.

@Wallace614 Hmmm i guess idk think some ppl in the comments said you could, but im not o.o

@Wallace, I don't think you can be a perverted asexual. To be a pervert, you must derive some kind of sexual gratification from something and since asexuals have no sexual desires and thus would receive no gratification, it seems to be somewhat contrary to the basis of being asexual.

mmmm interesting what If sex is not a necessary or a must for me but I read watch hentai

Why watch any thing pornographic or read hentai if you simply want a story? Porn is eroticism, period. I think many are just confused or want to feel part of something/be different. Truly being asexual would mean not having any desire for sex and getting turned on goes against that. Sure, you may not desire sex, but on some level you want sexual gratification and physical intimacy, even if just by yourself.

If anyone wants to read more on what asexuality is and how you can identify yourself, try reading some of the resources on http://www.asexuality.org/ Here is one thing taken from the site: "Am I asexual? The definition of asexuality is "someone who does not experience sexual attraction." However, only you can decide which label best suits you. Reading this FAQ and the rest of the material on this site may help you decide whether or not you are asexual. If you find that the asexual label best describes you, you may choose to identify as asexual. .... I masturbate/have sexual fantasies. What do you make of that? Most asexuals are physically capable of sex. Some masturbate and some do not. Since masturbation produces a pleasurable sensation, many asexuals choose to use it to take pleasure from their bodies. Some asexuals can only arouse themselves manually (by applying friction to sexual organs), while others can turn themselves on with thought or even outside stimulus, such as pornography or erotic literature. There is an important distinction between sexual and asexual people when it comes to masturbation: while some asexuals don't think about anything specifically sexual during masturbation, if they do think about other people or view pornography, these interpersonal interactions are only fantasy. If an asexual were actually given the opportunity to be sexual with the fantasized person(s), there would be no sexual attraction, or the attraction would be so low as to be completely ignorable. Some masturbating asexuals do not have a sex drive motivating them; they just do it because it's nice or to relieve stress. Other asexuals masturbate because they have a personal sex drive (libido) that they wish to take care of privately; they may experience arousal as a biological response to outside stimulus and wish to relieve themselves of it without a desire for partnered sex. Still more, some asexuals may be considered autosexual; they are sexually attracted to themselves and as such take sexual pleasure from their own bodies. The common factor is that all asexuals, masturbating or not, have little or no sexual attraction to other people." http://www.asexuality.org/home/general.html#ex1 How I see, it is not being sexually attracted to people, so it usually involves another person. You can still be asexual and have sexual gratification and be intimate with yourself and still be asexual. You can also have sex with someone and still be asexual. You can even like having sex with someone and still be asexual. There is a spectrum of being asexual and being sexual. On this spectrum, I would be in the middle but leaning towards asexual. I am very interested in human sexuality and the way humans react, what people are into sexually, etc.