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missallyesterday
I have depression so I am usually not easily excited, and often stoic. But, deep down I feel a lot of things, I just don't show it. So I guess I'm like the "calm water runs deep" phrase. I'm always wearing dark colors such as navy blue, grey, and black. I'm not so girly, more dark, but also playful. Even if I like someone, it takes me a while to trust them completely, and even longer to open up. I mean, I'd tell them I like them, and a little of what I think of them, but other than that it takes a lot to get me to open up. I require a certain level of trust and intimacy I guess. I save a lot of things for my therapist, not because she doesn't judge, but because she is someone who has no dog in the fight I guess, her goal is to get me better and nothing more. She won't play with my emotions or make me feel like something only to let me down later on, either. I try to use my own common sense in a lot of situations, but my biggest concern tends to be others so sometimes I focus on them and neglect my own needs, which probably led me to the mess I feel I am in. I really appreciate the company of others since I am an extrovert, but lately I've neglected that need even... So, basically I'm a gloomy people person that wears dark colors, and doesn't talk about their feelings.
jikokun
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nowaifunolaifu
Im a weird, fat and perverted individual, who cherishes his friends and would defend a woman even if i was outnumbered. And im a dog person. :D
jacksterboy
Clueless, lovable and totally obsessed with myself. Yes if there is a mirror I will stand there for many minutes, possibly close to an hour. It wasn't like this for me about four years ago
amrodcalanor
Sexy as FCK :D
mcpiranha
I'm not very talkative, it really depends on who I'm talking to and if they have similar interests as me, I'm pretty shy, really trying to break out of it, I'm friendly, sometimes pretty clueless xD pretty big procrastinator, big day dreamer and fairly patient. Overall, I'm not exactly happy about who I am, I would really like to become more confident, more talkative and less of a procrastinator :3
t_sorahime
I have problem in confidence,about my appearance. Sometimes when I look at my reflection in the mirror, I think I'm not ugly, and quite pretty. But most of the time I'll think otherwise and it will make me anxious of what people will think about me. And because of that I feel uncomfortable in crowded place and not go outside too often. I even hate it to walk from campus to my apartment because people are so annoying when they are looking my way. Especially when they ride their motorcycle in the same direction I walk and then turn their face to see me. Maybe it happened to many people but it's annoying. What they are looking at honestly? And the guy who look at me and when I return their gaze they turn they gaze away and repeat it again, it make me selfconscious and end up checking my clothes to see is there anything wrong. And found nothing wrong but didn't feel less anxious and insecure. And how it weird when my friends always say they wanted to be able to speak as confident and cool as I did in public/class. I admit that my facial expression give no clue of my anxiousness. They don't know how my hands are sweaty and how nervous I am when there so many people and I don't know what they're thinking about me. But the funniest thing, despite those all,I join the debate club. I'm less anxious when talk in front of the class maybe because it's about science and not to judge me. My friends said they wanted to as smart as I am (that's because I just study the night before the exam and didn't put so much effort as much as they did but got the higher score instead. But, again, they have no idea it was always just my luck -_- and not as brilliant as they thought I am.
t_sorahime
Not really sure why, maybe because that's just the way it is? I myself wish I have more positive traits
amrodcalanor
@Oreo, Yeah man everyones depressed and shit.
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