MESSAGE from ema_hinata

Hi everybody! Sorry for being so rude and not responding for your all messages and posts on my profile. I want to especially apologize to one special person (he will know). The reason I wasn't here for so long is because of my health problems. Lot of you don't know I have a heart disease (well a lot of you don't even know me). Some of you may know that I have been overworking myself most of the time. And that cost me in the end a lot. I've been in the hospital for the last two months resting under medical control. So that's the reason I wasn't here or anywhere else. Next week I have my surgery, and hopefully if everything goes good I'll be joining you guys in a month or less :) I am not playing "the pity card" nor do I seek for anybody's compassion. And certainly I am not looking for attention. I was very surprised when I came here and saw all these messages and notifications. I am very thankful that some of you actually care. There were things I could have done better on this site and things I regret a lot. At the end I want to thank you all for keeping me company and entertaining me. First of all I want to especially thank Yu and also apologize to him for many cruel things I've done to him. Also want to thank vampire_neko, arazno ,nuro0o, buji, maverick, kurotabo , robjm0 and many others. I am so sorry if I hurt any of you guys. I shall do better in the future! Hopefully I'll hear from you guys next month :) Currently listening to it and it seems kind of appropriate: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gPpIgiufKs

I didn't know and I'm so sorry that you have to go through all that ema_hinata. I hope you get better soon and I look forward to your returning to maiotaku in a month or so! You've been missed. Stay strong!....and please stop overworking yourself haha (he says knowing he's doing the exact same thing right NOW)

Thanks to a friend I just now heard of this , whatever the case its good to know that your getting medical help and such. As for apologizing I dont see why, as far as I know you did not really do anything as you mentioned to me. You are welcome though in regards to the thank you though it was good talking to you. Hopefully you get better soon maiotaku has been rather empty with you and a few others.

I was wondering what happened to you! Please take care of yourself and don't push yourself so hard! I really enjoyed talking to you. Remember that many people here, including myself, care for you; remember that when things get tough! I hope to hear from you more in the future when you are feeling better, so you better come back to us!

I see that you unlike me are really trying hard to come trough it all. I hope everything works out fine for you, if it's anything like what I have than I feel really sorry for you. I mean no one should feel that kind of pain at all. It seems that you're quite loved on here as well Kinda new so I don't really know you but even so I hope everything's fine and I'm sure a lot of people appreciate it that you take time to let them know. But if you want to get better it's best to rest a lot and don't do like me and overdo it all the time. Don't stress yourself to much and take some time for yourself ^^