Ambitions, careers....or lack of?

Being ambitious is rather important to me, and better be to my partner. I broke up with my ex due to her lack of ambition and unwillingness to want to better herself, not that she was a bad person because she really wasnt. She was a really caring, kind hearted person. I just wish the ambition and drive were there. Schooling is important, but not nessicary if you have the talent. If you're early twenties, not in school, and working in McDonald's or a similar minimum wage position, especially part time, that shows to me a lack of caring and settling for whatever; That somebody else will carry your weight. Not for me.

I see vamp_neko you're kind of like me. If you red some of my other stuff you probably already know that I as well feel like people are forcing to much and controlling others life to much. Especially when it comes to work. I don't want to work and could care less bout the money especially since I won't have the time after work to relax and I won't have the retirement time either. I'm already as good as dead so why waste my time working for no reason whatsoever O.O

There's always a good reason to have ambitions. My goal of goals ( Even if many here don't see it.One or two have seen this side of me here.) in life is this, to make at least one positive impact on another. I mean it in a life altering kind of way. I know I lack so much in character, but what I can provide is a positive guide so to speak... To know that I made that one life changing, positive impact would give me more joy on my deathbed than anything else I can think of at the moment. Really, I would hope to somehow touch many, but that one would at least be the stone that makes the ripple. I suppose I should show that side more here rather than the sarcastic, smarmy side. I think i sometimes forget about the person behind the screen...But, who knows?:P

I'm pretty settled on my job and career goals. Its just part of life to me. The important thing is to enjoy the downtime you do get and work a job that fulfills you. Really all I'm looking for is that LTR. Its really the last big piece I need in my life.

@jikoshy, it's not really terminal... I mean if I don't wait to long it can be fixed with medications but I don't take medications and apperently my body itself is healthy enough to heal it on it's own so all these meds are just BS It's actually not really healing but I got so used to the pain that I barely notice it

My #1 ambition is to become a reknowned comic book artist with a more manga-ish style. My desire is to revolutionize the world of yuri! Despite my total failures in the past, I still aim to better myself. I at least want to publish my own comic and get it out there somehow. (My more realistic goal. lol) Sadly, I'm still a print technician. Work part-time at a screen printing company called "KC Print" in town. I make shirts, vinyl decals, banners, business cards, advertisements, etc. I draw out a lot of the designs used myself, although I feel that I don't really get the credit I deserve. For awhile I was unemployed. Depression and social anxiety got the best of me, I suppose. Luckily for me, I got out of that rut and put on my big girl pants. XD

1. Marine Corps 2. Buy land and build my home 3. Adopt a grown up kid who has lost hope of getting adopted. 4. Die like a boss

I suppose I'm fairly ambitious. I've come a long way from my family background. I don't demand the world, I don't need a mansion, and I don't even really care to get super rich. But, if I see the opportunity I won't hesitate to take it. And I still work hard and do what I have to do to get what I want. Sometimes it's tough, sometimes it's expensive, but I refuse to settle for less. And if I can't have what I want, I forget it and look for something better. Or find another way. It's some uncontrollable aspect, which I just attribute to testosterone.