That feeling you get that you won't ever find anyone else like them...

The most perfect girl I ever met I stupidly gave up because I felt like I didn't deserve her. Lately I haven't found anyone that seems interested in me as more than a friend and nobody local.

For me it was the first girl I was ever serious with. For so long I ignored so much that was wrong because I was "in love." Hell, it still hurt when we broke up, even though she cheated. The thing is, part of the reason that person appears to be so perfect is because you can't have them any more. Another thing to consider is that the longer you know someone, usually the more muted your feelings for them become. I sometimes wonder if I will ever completely fall in love again. Then again, if I truly wanted unconditional love, I would buy a dog. As for the physical needs, that is what hookers are for.

Alcohol is my unconditional love lol Can never get a hooker cause I know there expensive and 2 The main and biggest reason...I don't want my junk falling off :/ It is a valuable item I would rather not use than have it fall off xD

I have the feeling that I was built for solo play... At least I'll have a fulfilling nerd life