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I'm really glad : ) I know you want me with you but would you be willing to wait till I have my own place? I think I'd feel ready then and besides I don't think you'd be able to support both of us right now and I need to learn to support myself, then we'd be able to visit each other without the BS :D BUT that's great this may be the thing that gets you kick started :) this is something to make you happy so your confidence will come back :)

Omg try looking on craigs list in Albuquerque for more job opportunities :3 but you don't have to and I know that things suck but soon you'll hit what I like to call a "golden era" and things will be much better. Cuz if we didn't endure sadness people can't feel true happiness