M u g i ❤

I sleep cause I literally have nothing else to do with my current life. You can say I fantasize or daydream a lot cause the reality I live in is just too boring. I have a lot of responsibilites but choose to neglect them to live in the world I want to be in, thus falling asleep is literally my way of escaping extremely boredom or possibly wish open a world I never had. I dream everyday about.. things from the past a lot. How certain things would perhaps be different If I took another route possibly or how my relationships with friends couldve been different. Idk I want to dream about my own world but it seems my subconcious frequently overwrites my dreams to my past regrets or some stupid shit. My addiction to sleeping is not only for relaxing. It's my way to kill time. Feel confortable and active in my own world. It's my only place where I feel my life isn't so wasted. :')

Yea, and in a way it's scary as hell, I mean how time goes by fast That's good to hear though, buying gifts, ornaments or etc? I'm doing well, haven't started on getting ready for the holidays yet might do that soon though