Soulbrazier

Its fine, no unwanted territory here. I think back and I think I can honestly say that I've never had any true enemies. Don't mean to sound self conceited or anything but I don't think that I should have since I don't think that theres a good reason to dislike me. I generally polite to everyone, even if I have a distaste for certain people. Oh come now, it can't be that depressing can it? I usually have to resist sounding depressing sometimes. Funny, because I'm a mainly optimistic person, but I have my rather pessimistic moments as well. I usually don't go on trips, we actually don't have a car although I'm hoping to get one before I go into my senior year in school because I'm not a fan of riding the school bus. School trips are usually involving things that don't interest me, or either my mom wouldn't want to pay the money, or either none of my friends were going so I would be bored anyway. The only time I can usually get some studying or reading done over topics that bore me are when I'm alone though. Nothing more frustrating to me than reading a long, boring book, as I am doing now for my AP Lang class. Its like, while I'm reading my mind purposefully tries to tune into anything around it in order to escape the boring clutches of the book. Haha, seeing the word 'swag' actually written down always amuses me for some reason. Well a Vampire Bat certainly sounds cooler than a Stingray, I sort of like it though, its different. Usually I would think that because of the vast range of primal zodiac animals there were, I assumed it would be more accurate. Looks like that isn't always the case though, but its only natural for there to be exceptions. Hm, how could I describe this? I'll try not to make this sound too complicated or sappy hahaha. It mainly comes down to who the person is and what it is they say. Like, typically negative things said about me by people I don't know don't get to me unless its something that I personally think is a flaw of mine or they're criticizing something personal. And then theres the people closer to me. Of course me and my friends joke around all the time, but sometimes....how can I put this..? I guess like when two people are just joking but sometimes you can tell that the comment the other person has said is them actually being truthful on how they feel about you, yet you try to hide it in playfulness I guess. Negative things said about my looks I usually don't care about unless you know, it would be someone that you were crushing on or something like that. Overall though I think that I can be oversensitive at times, and I just have to take the time to remind myself that its really not that big of a deal. Something that makes me feel better is thinking about how some people have it worst than I do. Some people are currently have an incurable disease, or they constantly get picked on everyday, or some people are homeless, so they really have something to feel bad about yet I'm dwelling on what someone said about me. That usually gives me the jumpstart I need to keep on moving. About my sun and moon signs though, I'm a Pisces(Sun) and a Scorpio(moon). The Pisces describes me very well in most parts although there can be things that I disagree with. I can kinda see where my moon side comes in. Just like with my sun sign, some things are quite accurate and others are a bit less accurate. I find it kind of interesting how all three of my signs are water signs, well technically the primal zodiacs don't have an element but a Stingray is an aquatic animal. I'm a bit curious about Scorpio though, since I don't think that there are aquatic scorpions, or at least I've never heard of them. They're typically found in dry places like deserts, so its kinda strange to me. I'll have to do some investigating on this. Hahaha don't worry about the length, I don't mind. Sometimes I can get carried away in replying to messages. I haven't talked nearly this much with anyone else on this site though, I guess I just never enjoyed the conversation as much as I am enjoying this one XD I try to cut things down but I usually try to get all of my thoughts out too, which usually leads to things being longer than I originally intended ^^'

I wish I had the time to do those things Also it's fine, I don't mind.

Yeah, I didn't like betraying her either.I did like Dio at first because I found him entertaining. Nice to have a bit of comic relief lol. Not to mention his awesome clothing XD Hahaha XD Theres definitely got to be some sort of force thats responsible for the number of earbuds I got through. I don't think I'm being rough with them or anything, yet something always seems to happen. Yeah, I usually observe people a bit before approaching. I at least try to get a feel of their personality so I don't accidentally tick them off, wouldn't want that~ Heh, it depends on which friends. The ones I'm usually around can be rather loud, especially when they get upset, they tend to rant a bit and I'm there to listen, and they do the same for me. I don't mind random noise if I'm not studying or reading or something of that sort...but then again it depends XD Random everyday background noise I can take, random stupid loud people being ignorant noise I have less tolerance for. I'm usually neutral just because theres so many different scenarios that its hard for me to be fully committed to one answer I suppose. You have a point....I don't want my life to be too simple, that could get dull. And don't worry about it, I probably sound a bit off at times too. :) Also, I looked up my primal zodiac since I had no clue that such a thing existed, and it turns out I'm a stingray. Had mixed feelings about it since of course most people probably want something a bit more interesting. When I started reading the description though it bothers me how similar some things are to me XD Some things I'm ashamed off, such as emotional fragility. I hate to admit it but its true at times, sometimes I just let certain things get to me more than I should. -___-"

Those codes were definitely messing with me. I would usually do the same lol, I'd just restart the game and then betray them instead XD Thats why I liked Luna, she never chose 'Betray'. I always figured there was more to her than meets the eye. but there were much more suspicious characters to worry about, such as Dio hahaha XD I used to have a laptop but sadly its broken now :'< I don't know why me and technology just seem to be at odds sometimes. Its crazy how many earbuds I used to go through, and for some reason one of the buds would stop working -_- If it wasn't that then there was another problem. Maybe a pair of earbuds cursed me or something XP I try to be social but sometimes it just doesn't work out. Like if I see someone thats even quieter than me then I might feel a bit more likely to approach them since it seems that we're on the same boat. When I'm with friends I'm a bit more energetic though seeing that I'm not alone. Haha, thats usually what happens to me. On most things I take a neutral position unless I absolutely have to choose one or the other. Troublesome situations spring up every once in a while and I just take the long road so that I can maneuver around them, I try to live a simple and trouble free life lol.

Father, works in Japan, for now....