serah2012

You are a lot like me... most of my sexual encounters happen because I can't say no to people, even though I don't want to do things with them. It makes me resent myself and others a lot, but I try not to judge people... as hard as that is... You are a good person, trust me, I'm not lying to you, lies serve no purpose whatsoever. They've only hurt me and others.

well on the bright side i'm spending less by not getting out and about as much and it's giving me time to catch up on my manga, anime, and other such things

You shouldn't give up! You seem like a great person!! Who knows, it could be anyone. Relationships are a lot like that with each person giving all of their effort. I've learned that positivity is key, even though it is incredibly hard. I'm a loner these days myself, but I have to be positive... Or else I'll just give in. There are good people out there.

That's a lot of how I am too. Maybe you need to look for someone who treats you good for once :) you deserve better and you know it too! Things are hard a lot with relationships, it just has to be the right balance of people :)

yeah the only annoying thing now is whenever im riding passenger in a smaller vehicle i find myself clutching the seatbelt and i get a bit bothered when driving a smaller vehicle.... but im sure it wont take too long before it all stops making me a bit anxious

nice and ps4 and the new xbox one are kinda stupid, mainly cause the ps4 you have to pay for online and xbox one is way to easy to hack and do stuff on other peoples xbox one