oojohnnyjeioo

Just a guy into tons of things, Anime, Manga, Games, Shows, Movies, many genres and sub genres of music ect. Into a bunch of stuff haha. I'm pretty much a quite guy and if I have something on my mind I start talking but if you start talking I will as well. Just a guy that likes to have as much fun in the day as I can. I've been dealing with many types of anxiety and depression on myself for quite a long time though slowly getting better from the people and connections I've made. My random thought process of overthinking, of an endless spiral of negative and positive emotions. If I find something for myself that's great if not it's life. I'm feeling old and wish I was somewhere in my life right now. That's wishing and I keep doing what I can with the chains that continue to put me down cause I believe I can find a path for myself in this life. All in me. Being the reverse of what I use to be, feeling like a background guy, a void of society, just a corpse in the ground for people's hopes and dreams to sprout out from. If that's my Fate I can't break, being a stepping stone is fine cause f**k it I accept to take the sacrifice play for people way more so then myself to better another person's life. Hell someone might better from my life then myself. Trying to find someone again I can find really similar interests in this World to my own is hard. Well I haven't been searching anyway and idk why I'm on this site if I don't even feel worthy of someone else. I guess it's just missing the connection of standing right next to someone I can share my thoughts and feelings to... someone I feel an attraction to just by being near her. If I ever do find a connection like that again would be something to me and if not it's life. After all I'm just a random guy in a Sea of Faces trying to "Find Paths in Life".