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Oh wow, I understand that. XD And I've been trying to start UN-GO, I've only managed to see one episode, but it intrigues me. :)

People will always seek out and try to carve out a piece of their own happiness...That's just human nature. The thing that I've learned from my own experiences is that...at least for meany of us that usually means that we'll even hurt others just to grab it, even if we never meant to..There isn't anything inherently wrong with that per se though...I suppose it's more of an issue with how one deals with it once you understand that. Of course most people I've seen don't really think about or don't care. Either way, it's just how humans are....Still, finding happiness is what we should do...I just wish we as a species were smarter about it...As for what's calling me...I couldn't tell you. It's just something that's there, like a voice calling out to me in the dark...or a tugging on my soul if you will. I suppose I could just be insane but I'm not so sure. I remember a faint image whenever I try to think about it. I suppose it's lnot very clear and I sometimes wonder if it's just my imagination but it feels different then all that...

Oh yes I have been to a few conventions myself, but only recently gotten really into it, the night raves and random people, its a wonderful environment. It's really awesome you like them as well c: I wish everyone knew how awesome conventions can be xD, now only if I lived closer to LA lolz.

Hm... You seem like quite the wild card that way. I can see why it'd be hard to keep up. I knew a few people like that and even I was like that somewhat when I was younger though life's tempered me somewhat. Oddly I feel more restless now than I did back then...Like something's dragging me or calling me. I wish I could understand that side of myself a little better and you'd think after awhile one would have a clearer understanding but no....You'll make plenty of friends though I'm sure....the point where you're at is the best place to start....As far as anyone's concerned as long as you find even a little peace it's all good...I had a little bit of that for awhile though it didn't last and as a result I lost something very dear to me. I guess maybe that's why I feel so restless...I'm just trying to find it again Well, that's one reason I'm here and I hope I can help at least a little bit for whatever that's worth anyhow...