Huh, I might as well as update this little bio about myself. It seems I have updated it since I turned 16. Hm, well here goes nothing.
My name is Nicole, 18 years old, turning 19 in March. I'm an average cosplayer that tends to ensure awkwardness wherever she goes. I'm not exactly good at making friends, for I usually can come off as cold and heartless. Honestly, it's not that, it's just that I'm pretty timid around strangers. My anxiety seems to attack me like crazy around new people. However, that doesn't mean I can't warm up to you. I really do love meeting new people, especially people who I can call a friend, or even better, a cosplay buddy. (*cough* Cosplay-my-OTP-with-me-please? *cough* )
I, often, come out to be sensitive over really silly things, so please don't take that I'm just an attention whore. My past isn't exactly something I can be proud of, so please look past my sensitive and overly timorous side.
Lastly, I would like to point out, even if I find it quite personal, that I have very low self-esteem. I don't find myself pretty, attractive, or even worth having friends. (Pointing out why most of my friends have left me recently.) So, if I ever keep going on about myself being ugly, or not worth to be alive. Please-please-please don't take that as me trying to get attention either. Usually I'm speaking the truth when I feel that way.
Now that I got that over with.
I'm here not for a relationship currently. (Unless I really find someone I really like. Note: I'm not limiting myself to guys because I'm....to say....curious? Is that the correct way to state it?) I'm here to make cosplay friends who attend the same cons as me. Not to mention I'd really like to get to know some people who live nearby. I'm pretty lonely here ya know. Living in a small town that usually doesn't show up on a map.
So feel free to post a comment, or message me. I'll try to respond, but with college it might be a bit hard for me to check online all the time.
My name is Nicole, 18 years old, turning 19 in March. I'm an average cosplayer that tends to ensure awkwardness wherever she goes. I'm not exactly good at making friends, for I usually can come off as cold and heartless. Honestly, it's not that, it's just that I'm pretty timid around strangers. My anxiety seems to attack me like crazy around new people. However, that doesn't mean I can't warm up to you. I really do love meeting new people, especially people who I can call a friend, or even better, a cosplay buddy. (*cough* Cosplay-my-OTP-with-me-please? *cough* )
I, often, come out to be sensitive over really silly things, so please don't take that I'm just an attention whore. My past isn't exactly something I can be proud of, so please look past my sensitive and overly timorous side.
Lastly, I would like to point out, even if I find it quite personal, that I have very low self-esteem. I don't find myself pretty, attractive, or even worth having friends. (Pointing out why most of my friends have left me recently.) So, if I ever keep going on about myself being ugly, or not worth to be alive. Please-please-please don't take that as me trying to get attention either. Usually I'm speaking the truth when I feel that way.
Now that I got that over with.
I'm here not for a relationship currently. (Unless I really find someone I really like. Note: I'm not limiting myself to guys because I'm....to say....curious? Is that the correct way to state it?) I'm here to make cosplay friends who attend the same cons as me. Not to mention I'd really like to get to know some people who live nearby. I'm pretty lonely here ya know. Living in a small town that usually doesn't show up on a map.
So feel free to post a comment, or message me. I'll try to respond, but with college it might be a bit hard for me to check online all the time.
