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yes i would like say a random sentence and end it with "i dont know" well i mean apologizing isnt so bad. apologizing for every little thing is sorta cute XD thats just me though haha i was in highschool recently so i guess i kind of have an idea what you mean. kids in highscool are sometimes disrespectful and try to butt heads with you. and yeah thats sort of what i meant. some kids know their parents wont care so when you threaten to call their parents, they just shrug it off. but i understand the thing with parents that punish their kids for acting up. you wouldnt want to get them in that much trouble, maybe just have the parent talk to them about it. i feel like if i was a teacher i'd be the cool one that everyone likes, im pretty laid back. i wouldnt be too strict (just strict enough for them to know i am a teacher and they are a student) i tend to get along with everyone sometimes without even trying. well a variety of things. The benefits you get, stuff like going to college for free, the pay, being able to experience some new things. stuff like that. The whole serving your country thing i dont care much for, just the challenge of being in the military is what im looking for. i chose the air force specifically cuz i've been in ROTC in highschool and my sergeant was in the air force. i got to hear how life was like personally from him. (life moves fast huh? you never realize it until after you're all grown up) oh wow really? i tend to talk as if you already know what i mean XD i leave out a bunch of details and everything, i feel like having a conversation with me gets confusing at times. i often have to explain things more than once so they understand.

haha i say "i dont know" alot when im nervous XD just little habits i have well yeah i mean the both have their pros and cons. sometimes high school kids can be a handful too. at least with little kids you can threaten to call their parents or something. computer programming, although alot of that is on hold im actually looking into joining the air force (so much going on at once ik TwT) yeah thats exactly what i mean, funny that it sounded better coming from you than it did me lol

same same. usually i overthink things when it comes to socializing. i think about whether i said the wrong thing or like maybe what i said wasnt normal stuff like that. i just worry too much. haha well you're one to talk, if you've felt that way since 16-17 then mine is justified. idk the minute i crossed over into 18 i was like @-@ when did i get so old? i've been on this planet for 18 years now thats such a long time. it only gets worse cuz in 6 months i'll be 20. oh well i dont feel like i could handle such a responsibility. taking care of like dozens of kids ^^; i mean yeah they kinda teach you about what you're suppose to do, but idk i've never ACTUALLY been good at teaching stuff. thing in my mind dont come out how i want them to. plus one time i was feeding one of my little nieces and she was a baby. here i am giving her this bottle but she is drinking it too fast and im like >.> slow down i dont want you to like drown or something. if a situation like that happened idk how i would react its fine, we are used to it by now. besides she might need it a little more than we do. i'd rather her know what real love and attention is than to go out there and meet some guy who will do her wrong. all because she never experienced it before. if that makes sense?

haha yeah thats me XD i tend to overthink everything. its a bad habit of mine, sometime i turn the simplest things into like a complex math equation ohhhh i see a teaching internship. well childhood education was my old major. i really like kids :D they are adorable and i seem to get along with them so i figured why not be a teacher? i even volunteered a while back at an elementary school. the kids were so cute. i was in charge of kindergarten. my class used to call me Mr.kitty cuz i wore a shirt with a cat on it my first day of school (haha i figure it would help me fit in with them, but it back fired. they kept thinking i was a kid and not an adult) although even if im younger than you i feel like i get where you're coming from lol i feel old myself dont feel bad for her XD she gets whatever she wants cuz she is the only girl. my mom spoils her, meanwhile the boys must fend for themselves lmao

well just go there already drunk, right? problem solved lol that way you can have fun cuz you arent sober. and you wont have to worry about your drink getting anything. though the only problem is you need someone to take you there. (but then again you needed someone to take you home if you drank there) oh pls you dont seem that old XD if your age on here is correct, you're still pretty young. when you hit 30 then you start rolling into the old people territory. well see what happened is i didnt have enough credits to pass. i had all my advanced classes and everything but i never had the basics (when you have a counselor giving you art when you need math credits to pass, things start getting spooky) then i moved to the new school for senior year,then i had to take algebra 2, american history, physical science all those classes and thats what happened. only classes like english 4 had seniors in them. trust me im shy, irl im super shy. online is different for some reason ikr? two brothers and a sister XD things are crowded enough.

it really is, having an inside man/woman to help you out with things is pretty lucky. no no no thats not lame at all, i would do the same tbh. with how crazy the world is nowadays ^^; its kinda the safer choice. it would still be fun to go to a party though, maybe not drink at a party, but at least going would be fun. oh i graduated in 2015 so not that long ago. i dont remember how many kids were in my class >.> infact i didnt even know the kids in my class TwT they put me in classes with freshman and juniors instead of seniors. plus being shy and everything made it hard to make friends especially since it was a new school for me. oh well you kinda get used to things being packed, sitting 3 to a seat on the school bus, tons of people everywhere, living in a house with 3 other siblings. im used to it by now

ohhhh so you got like the hook up? i see well i've never been to a party, but it sounds like a ton of fun. especially ones that college kids throw. there was on up the street from my grandma's house when i went to visit. they were doing all kinds of stuff from racing down the street, to giving piggy back rides and doing some kind of jousting thing. it was pretty cool. senpai in the sheets, FL lol tbh with how crazy florida is i wouldnt be surprised if there really was a place named after that. literally the shopping malls are always packed. especially the millenia mall and the schools are even worse DX my high school had 3000 kids and 900 of them were freshman alone

omg im sorry about the late reply, i didnt see your message >.> yeah your right about that XD i didnt even know there was a place called brandon. well maybe i should sign up for school in tampa XD i was going to a community college here called valencia (with hopes to transfer into ucf) but omg its so boring at that college. hahaha yeah ikr? imagine telling that to someone who asks where you live. oh um well orlando is pretty normal i guess. pretty busy at times and filled with tons of tourists. you can catch alot of foreigners roaming the streets doing shopping literally all year long. there are alot of stuff to do here though. i live literally inbetween 2 different malls. and im not that far away from the amusement parks either