magnaroma

I see, I don't exactly agree with how I was raised either. I mean I was hit maybe twice when I was little and that was because I was doing something really stupid like trying to play with an electric outlet. But I was overly sheltered and it shows but how uncomfortable I am out in public.

As am I, I was raised to believe that honesty is a main component to any relationship. Besides I don't see the point in lying, most of the time you just hurt someone worse by lying to them.

Thanks it just really hurt though not so much that she's saying I left her -which the more you get to know me you'll find out that isn't my style- but the fact that she felt she couldn't be honest with me. :( But I'm just lucky I do have some friends that have stuck by me and helped me through it. :)

Well alright, but if you ever need someone to vent to feel free to message me. :) As for what happened to me well... I kinda fell for this girl who was a few years younger than me and for six months I thought we had a really good relationship. But one day just out of the blue she said it was over lying about how she needed to get off the computer more and work on her grades. When in the same day she told me she was a straight A student, and she was still online constantly. I though we could still be friends and for a while it seemed like it would work but not a week after she dumped me she told me she hooked up with someone else saying she felt like I had the right to know. I told her I was happy for her and I was and I wasn't I felt hurt and when I tried to talk to her about it she ignored me I dropped it for the time being just glad she was still my friend at least but my friend -the same friend who said I should try to find someone new- gave me the courage to try to bring it up again because it was starting to eat away at me and I did but then she just stopped talking to me and now is going around saying I dumped HER for someone else. Which as you can imagine has more than one person angry with me. :(

Awe that sucks do you wanna talk about it? :( I'm always here to listen if you need someone to vent too. :) We can continue talking in messages if you'd feel better about it.

I'm just in general a shy person when I first meet someone which is why I tend to try to do a lot of my talking behind a screen it just seems easier to talk to someone without my stutter or my anxiety constantly getting in the way. I know what you mean, I normally wouldn't be trying again this soon but it was either put myself out there again or stay depressed for who knows how long. To be honest sense I joined this site I have been feeling better about everything, it also helped that I looked at how my ex didn't even wait a week before she was with someone else. But that's another story that you probably don't wanna hear. ^^

Well I'll be honest for one I wanted to meet some new friends and try to work out of my shyness. Secondly well... one of my friends strongly suggested I try to find someone new after my last relationship ended as badly as it had, and I had remembered finding this site after going to Otakon 2013 and figured this site was and good of a place to start.