Well I suppose to start this off I will first explain that I am indeed a geek, nerd, gamer. I love sci-fi, anime, anime conventions, j-rock, j-pop, Japanese culture, Japanese fashion, gaming. Pretty much everything that an "otaku" would be into. Far and few in between are the girls of my kind, but alas they do exist.
I believe that "fitting in", or being in the "in" crowd was never really for me. I'm not a clubber, partier or anything of the sort. I drink socially and sometimes make a fool of myself when I do, so I try not to do it too often. I'm rather happy just chilling and relaxing with friends and having a good time. I let things happen as they do and try not to think too far ahead. I am a unique person in many ways, and I am very energetic and fun, at least i'd like to think so.
When meeting new people I am shy and timid at first, once I learn to trust them is when I begin to open up with people. I've got a sad life story just as i'm sure everyone else does, but I decided to let those bad memories of the past escape me from any stable thoughts today. I do not wish to relive anything I've had to in the past and i'm glad I've overcome as much as I have.
Currently my life is kind of at a stand still. I work a full time job that's kind of spontaneous so I'm never sure whether I'll have a job next week or not...because of that I had to drop out of college for a few semesters. It can be rough and stressful at times, but I am just happier knowing that by each passing day I am one step closer to my ultimate goal. Given the circumstances I've had to deal with, I feel as if i'm doing alright with my life.
I'd like to have a family and kids, and hopefully one day I will. ♥
Some say I can be brash or hell maybe even too honest at times...I speak what I feel and what I know. I don't care what other people think of me or how they view me as a person. I am the person I am and nothing will really change that. I'd like it if people didn't always judge me by my outwardly appearance, but people can never see a person for whats on the inside anymore. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. I pick and choose my friends based on how well we get along and how our interests differ, but anyone can be friends with anyone even complete opposites. I'd rather have friends who I can have good conversation with, without having to worry about them judging me for everything I say or do. That's why I tend to befriend guys first over women, guys just get me...being a gamer, they can have good conversation with me outside the whole oh my god you're a girl thing. I don't befriend girls too often because well lets face it being a woman myself I know most of all they think about is fashion, or whatever new celeb gossip is out there. Not really my style or scene, so i'd rather just stick to what I know.
I grew up in Rockford, Illinois most of my life. Moved around a few times in between the little cities around there, but never really migrated anywhere permanent, I moved to Wisconsin in August of 2010 and I've been here since.
People say i'm young, but I feel as if i'm mature for my age. I want a lot out of life that I have yet to achieve. I someday hope to travel and see the world for what it can be not for what the tv and media portray it to be. I know there is so much to see in such a short lifespan that we humans have, but I hope to be able to live long enough to see what will make me happy.
If there's anything outside of knowing me in person that I didn't explain here, just feel free to ask me.
I believe that "fitting in", or being in the "in" crowd was never really for me. I'm not a clubber, partier or anything of the sort. I drink socially and sometimes make a fool of myself when I do, so I try not to do it too often. I'm rather happy just chilling and relaxing with friends and having a good time. I let things happen as they do and try not to think too far ahead. I am a unique person in many ways, and I am very energetic and fun, at least i'd like to think so.
When meeting new people I am shy and timid at first, once I learn to trust them is when I begin to open up with people. I've got a sad life story just as i'm sure everyone else does, but I decided to let those bad memories of the past escape me from any stable thoughts today. I do not wish to relive anything I've had to in the past and i'm glad I've overcome as much as I have.
Currently my life is kind of at a stand still. I work a full time job that's kind of spontaneous so I'm never sure whether I'll have a job next week or not...because of that I had to drop out of college for a few semesters. It can be rough and stressful at times, but I am just happier knowing that by each passing day I am one step closer to my ultimate goal. Given the circumstances I've had to deal with, I feel as if i'm doing alright with my life.
I'd like to have a family and kids, and hopefully one day I will. ♥
Some say I can be brash or hell maybe even too honest at times...I speak what I feel and what I know. I don't care what other people think of me or how they view me as a person. I am the person I am and nothing will really change that. I'd like it if people didn't always judge me by my outwardly appearance, but people can never see a person for whats on the inside anymore. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. I pick and choose my friends based on how well we get along and how our interests differ, but anyone can be friends with anyone even complete opposites. I'd rather have friends who I can have good conversation with, without having to worry about them judging me for everything I say or do. That's why I tend to befriend guys first over women, guys just get me...being a gamer, they can have good conversation with me outside the whole oh my god you're a girl thing. I don't befriend girls too often because well lets face it being a woman myself I know most of all they think about is fashion, or whatever new celeb gossip is out there. Not really my style or scene, so i'd rather just stick to what I know.
I grew up in Rockford, Illinois most of my life. Moved around a few times in between the little cities around there, but never really migrated anywhere permanent, I moved to Wisconsin in August of 2010 and I've been here since.
People say i'm young, but I feel as if i'm mature for my age. I want a lot out of life that I have yet to achieve. I someday hope to travel and see the world for what it can be not for what the tv and media portray it to be. I know there is so much to see in such a short lifespan that we humans have, but I hope to be able to live long enough to see what will make me happy.
If there's anything outside of knowing me in person that I didn't explain here, just feel free to ask me.
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