kil_tor5

I've had a really bad today. Work was alright enough, but on my way home someone tried to deliberately run me over with their car. I was lucky to even get away. I said many times that I wanna die in certain ways, but this is not one of them.

Alright, so, I'm about to lose my mind over here. Something happened a few days ago and I dunno how to handle it. I need to tell somebody. Anyone wanna talk?

A person should know what's right or wrong. A person should know that anything he says can be understood as good and bad. One can't treat someone however they want without consequences.

I have been feeling down lately. Last night I couldn't sleep because I was overthinking things I should have said to others that I've been too scared to tell them. :L

There's been a crap ton of times I've been asked why I don't wanna go somewhere or meet with someone. Others decide and guess what makes me comfortable. If I'm going to give my honest answer on the matter, it would be that it depends on my surroundings. It depends on where I am, who I'm with. It depends on my mood and it depends on my feelings. I adapt and react to others' behavior. If someone is stressed, I get stressed. If someone's angry, I get angry. So people have just as much fault as me when it comes to that. That's why I prefer to get caged up in my own house and do what I love to keep myself in standby mode.

Just because someone is built different than you, doesn't mean you shall look down on them. Try to understand them instead. That way you will have a mutual understanding towards each other.

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