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I realized this after playing darius for the first time whenever i challenged someone the minions would be the ones taking down my health the most. With garen i never noticed it because his health regen ignored the minion damage so it replaced the damage i got from them. Still trying to figure out when to challenge usually i look at the health differences between us. If they have more health than me i just let them push their minion wave up to the turret. Still not good at farming minions yet though so usually i fall behind. i only start to catch up Mid game when i become tanky enough to absorb the damage and bully enemies out of the lane

The thing about me is im a very aggressive player and i wish there was a champ who fit my aggressive play style. Like someone not too squishy but also not broken like darius would be sooooo op in my hands if it werent for the fact that 1. He is semi-squish 2. His cooldown times are ridiculous (i had to replace all my magic resist runes in exchance for shorter cool down times) 3. lastly His attack speed makes it way harder to apply 5 stacks cause everyone always runs off before you make it to 5 hits. i would stomp any and everyone if it werent for that. I like to play it smart you know. And there are times where i can carry by helping my team take out turrets and help us win but there is only so much one guy can do with a garen you know? I have tried trundle he is great in team fights but 1v1 im not realy good with him. So i was thinking about going voli bear next

Im like that for teemo top lane like my lord teemo is sooooo gay i bought him to see whats so good about him and im like nah this isnt for me XD but yeah dude gangplank wasnt hard or anything just like he would always poke me by firing a shot and like knowing me im like a bull you mess with me and i come charging after you. You've witnessed it XD i will farm lane but the minute you start attacking me i charge in and attack. Well some i left cause i was just fed up with my team cause they were just complete garbage and then when i surrender they click no as of we still have a chance with all our towers down and not one of thier towers taken out. But alot of them are cause of my mom

Yessass they are like its just a game you can always go back to it and im like noooo you get temp banned >:( i even got put in lower queue priority because i leave so much of the matches TwT its insane XD i need my own place already. But yeah dude that gangplank was kicking my ass. The lag didnt help at all lmao

Sorry about like going afk on you guys -_- what i hate most is when people wait until im doing something to ask me to do something else XD like i start a match of loli then they call me to do something else smh i moght just need to stop playing it altogether

Yeah man im lvl 30. Im not all that good im still trying to get better with champs and find the right items to build and figure out my own play style. But I cant with league right now like im so mad. Here i am playing a match trying to get better at darius and my team is straight up garbage its a 2v1 bot lane me and lux against a fizz and they have a tanky jg so lux missed all her snares and when the jg comes in she runs away leaving me alone to face not only fizz but the jg too then. I save my team mate from the jg cause he is low health and i take down the jg and he ults me so i die and he has a pixel of life. My team mate zed then tried to kill her and died when he had a pixel of life and the enemy was a freaking melee champ

Sure man im doing a new darius build just to see if i can finally master him. I replaced all my magic resist runes with cooldown and making sure the first item i buy is something with cooldown on it

Yeah. I understand that. My parents don't have jobs. So they stay at home most of the time and we struggle a lot. They don't really get worried at times when one of their kids are out. But, if they don't come back early. They'll start worrying and try to go out and look for them. That happened to me a few months ago. I got drunk and I was hanging out with myself at a school. It was hard by then and some random teens will wander around, causing trouble. I was troubled by then with my feelings. So, I stayed up in the field where I was alone and it was dark. I was laying on the bench, looking up at the beautiful starry sky. It must have been like... 2-3 in the morning? So the moon was out and it was shining bright. Probably at 4-5. My parents came up and they were holding flashlights, calling my name. Then they found me and told me not to do that again. It's cute, really. Some days it feels like they don't care at all. I don't mean to talk this much. And that star thing. I'm probably not noticed yet, but I'll be there.. shining.

Toronto just looks so pretty and interesting. But, I know I won't have the money to stay there. Even if I'm with friends. I hide my face a lot and I start biting my nails. I also get really shaky and I hate talking to strangers irl. Like, I'd get my friends or family members to get stuff from somewhere or I lock myself up in my room and do my own things. I really enjoy cities. The beauty of it at nights, or the sunsets. Sky's interest me more. Like how different colours make such a beautiful form in the sky or how the stars shine their brightest at nights when they are out all day long. Sometimes I'd like to be a bright star that people would stare at with amazement. Andddd I went to far with my thoughts. Oh dear, oh deaaarrrrr.

When I get nervous. I hide my face or start to bite my nails. I don't like being in large crowds, or in a room with strangers. The worst things pop in my mind and I start almost freaking out. But, I understand the whole birthday thing and that's really cool! I'd like to move to Toronto sometimes. Being on a city would be awesome!