Katsou

Thank you seb im sorry we had to be bad towards each other i offer you only this find somebody and make it work if that is montan then so be it

Sebastian you think i have not experienced pain but i have I know one of the last things i said to my cousin for always being mean to me was i hate you and dont ever want to be around you after i left a few hours later i had found out that he overdosed and killed hisself with huge amounts of medication that is pain and that is only the beginning of my pain we all have pain seb dont ever try to rate yours over somebody elses it is not correct i know plenty people on here that have had worse and you know what if i sulk about my pain then hows that going to help them

I understand your pain seb but im trying to help others on here regardless of what you would do by leaving them to be hurt i will offer a helping hand im not trying to make others sad or let others be kicked when they are already down

Seb im not trying to make you look bad my feelings for monica are gone ok you can be with her I dont want her I am only trying to defend myself from the accusation that your saying that this was my fault when i was looking after other people on this site do you think i wanted other people to get hurt I dont want nobody to get hurt like that i dont want others to feel like they have something and then have nothing it cause depression do you know that some people commit suicide when they are depressed i had a friend who did in a similar situation and it was horrible so yeah accuse me of something but i was looking out for the people of this site

If you wish for me to post it i will im not trying to start a fight on what you said i think that mayby you wanted me to start this mayby what you said was a lie about her in the first place

We have already went through this as it is I have not tryed to if you did read the forum that was there you would see unfortunately by accident of another person accusing her she got caught by it and then the forum war started

I dont want to post i already said that i was done with that i did not want to hurt monica in the first place the end of this is that it got blown out of proportion and i dont want that if you just tell what you said and leave it alone we can forget it already

I am having a hard time sending the first pm to you can you send onr to me? Animecountryboy should be the name you send it to, that was my original name before i changed it to phoenix