Neverland

Musc is Very powerfull ... hah .. When I was live streaming in past... I noticed that If I would picked playlist that with music that makes me very happy I would have like amazing games... I mean like 80% winratio (when avg player have winratio of 48% in World of Tanks) ...and when I went back to normal music my winration came back to 54% (what is my avg.). Music affect a lot... even if it just playing in background. What sence I would be affrain to lose? Hm... work wise... eyesite... coz I bet would be ultra hard to find a job etc. hm... by If let say I don't need to worry about money.. i think loosing hearing would hurt the most... Music is massive part of my live.. building systems... tunning systemsd... listen to high definition music... yes I would miss that ... Funny enough I already lost on of my sences ... like 5 years ago? I have 3% smell left. Basicly u can fart and I will not smeel it xD... So u can see it have it's perks... but at the same time ... i don't smell food etc... don't smell women perfume... so that bit suck. Well If get close enough ... I can still smell it... but from avg. distance no. You probably asking how I lost it? I was buidling PCB's (Printed Circuit Board) ..I was doing mulitlayer ones ..bonding them togeather reg special material called pre-preg... which is basilcy Resin that looks like sheet of paper(yellow one). You sandwitch pre-preg with Boards (pcb's)... you bake them for 200 min under pressure with let say 200'C ... Bang multilayer board. They are used in Tanks, Aircrat, PC motherboards are mulitlayuer boards ..etc .. anyway... that Pre-Preg create dust...that dust bloked my smell .. I shoud move my ass and ask dr for 'operation' of cleaning nose canalas .. I don't know the proper name...but basicly those canals beatwen your eyebrows... If I unblock them I will have smell back ..but I kind of lefted how it is. Regarding not sleeping...I cant remmber how long it was @_@... but i remmber i slept once for 18 h ..I went to bed on Saturday.. I woke up Sunday(end of sunday)..and I was like wtf..where is my weekend *cries* I drink energy drink but only when i Drive to poland .. 20h drive.. So I don't drink any all year...just for 20h drive.. for them to work. ..and then they DO work @_@ @_________@ Right...so u can see.. I can write...A LOT @_@ [poor you xD ] => Reading all that xD

Aye but that energy is gonna be used for some good stuff *hint hint. But all jokes aside, I hope you find someone who makes you happy and makes you feel like you`re the best person in the world. Glad to hear things are alright on your end dude, I`m sure you`ll make it big one day with that curious mind of yours.

It isn't really that as it is the combination of my job, that, social obligations, and games that bite into it, but I still get to watch what I wanna watch since I don't really watch any TV.

Thank you for reaching out to me in such a nice way. I don't really talk to many people on here I mainly just post random things. It has been about a month since I was active so not a long time but I did miss a-lot. Wish I had the time to spend on here making new friends but it's not easy especially when you're quiet and a bit shy like I am. I really appreciate you trying to cheer me up and I'm down to talk whenever or if you ever need a someone to vent or anything. it might just take a few days for me to respond like this one.

Yeah it is kinda funny now XD. I wish they were more Asians here tho ;-; lmao I sound a bit racist there XD. Tobago is more of a tourist destination than Trinidad tbh :b its strange XD there is a ferry but there's some problems with it...idk what exactly ._. Carnival here is crazy XD its a not like how it used to be according to my tourism teacher. Its just a bunch of people in a parade kinda dancing to a kind of music called Soca and it involves a lot of twerking lol. Carnival used to be historic festival but now it downgraded from dressing up as the 'blue devil' and 'jabjab' and etc to people dressing up in 'bead and string' which is again according to my tourism teacher lol. The people of our country don't really appreciate what we have but tge tourists seem to :b according to my tourism teacher XD. I plan on going to UWI (university of the West Indies) but idk if im cut out for nore work >.> anywat thats a lot lol if yoy want to know more you could just ask me.

It's all pride my friend, I'm extremely prideful in myself, and would want to beat the hell out of myself for getting out of shape. I have always been extremely prideful and conceited, but I admit to it at least with zero shame. Something stimulating would be fun, my buddies always talk about going to a place in Nevada to get laid, and try dragging me along so that's what they consider interesting. Myself I just want anything that's not stagnant, it's why I love my car, driving fast is always fun. Thanks it's all I can hope for. Racism isn't really my problem, words are words you need to give them power, offense is taken not given. However, threats are something I'll respond to with extreme seriousness and aggression, and in my book gangbang is a threat, therefore demanding a beating half to death or further. I'm a mix, I'm super friendly on the right day, over talkative polite caring. But a pacifist I am not, I don't lose myself with anger or adrenaline, though I hear that a lot. I relish fights, been in a lot, and I am over joyed to be able to prove I'm better than someone else, just stepping up to me is enough reason to cave someone's skull in. However I refuse to hit someone who won't hit back or show aggression, and if someone wants nothing more to do with a fight and says I win, I'm done. There's no fun hunting an animal that won't run. No not really I was in a few RV's, and I'll say they were nice and fun, but I prefer an apartment when traveling around. Although I planned on buying an RV this year to drive in, so maybe this time traveling around I'll go with that instead. Haha right! Being able to impress the woman of your dreams would be great. That and I just love being strong, it's mostly for myself, I don't care about being healthy since ill never be healthy, if being super in shape meant you were unhealthy I'd still do it, I just can't stand being weak. Eh don't worry about it, seems half the population is not very sociable, or socially awkward. I've never had a problem with it, I'm either bored and won't talk, or exited and the loudest in the room, that's probably why my twitch stream, and IRL people I talked to liked me so much, I can make thing pretty lively. So man what kind of music are you into, any favorite genre's, or bands? Currently I've had a favorite album for a while, around Halloween, Ice nine kills released a horror themed metal track "the silver scream" based on horror movies and I loved the whole thing, mind you that's rare, I never like full albums, but this one kicked ass.

XD sleep is important >.< I listen to rock mostly, but I'm open to most genres as long as they're good songs lol. Recently I've been listening to a lot of Japanese music, so I can't really sing along (though I try XD). To English songs though yeah when I'm alone lol and I do memorize certain song lyrics if I've heard the song enough X3

Sadly I cannot comment under comments, so I will left you a new message on your wall~ Mood swifts can be very exhausting, but fortunately it will go away. I hope that you have a nice day :)

Anime is my main time-waster, but I also game on my Switch or my old toaster PC (mostly Rocket League), and play a bit of my piano. I suppose it'd be refreshing for Westworld, as it opens up more possibilities plotwise. It's a gamble, but it moves things forwards, so let's hope it pays off! Goblin does ring a bell, so I might stick it on my watch list sometime. Haven't seen Kingdom, though I tend to err with caution on zombie stuff, as that is overdone these days. Word of mouth might sway me though heh. Tbh, there's so much escapism material I'd need to quit my job and/or a time machine to do them all (╥_╥), but might just start on Release that Witch...