Daggera

Boldness, stupidity. Perhaps. Or maybe pure crazy talk on my part. And speaking of crazy, here's a crazy thought. What if Freedom isn't really your slave? Perhaps you're his slave. You being his master is just him having you do what he wants you to do. Which in turn makes him the real master and you the actual slave since you're playing right in his hands so easily. But that's just a theory. A crazy theory! *plays outro music*

So then you would be like the kid in harry potter when he was going windgardium leviosa, If only chemistry was as interesting as prof snapes potion class though what I wouldn't do for polyjuice potion to mess around with things or liquid luck when I need a pick me up on a rainy day. I am studying them for class, Its more about graphing the variances and in formulas when just reading off the charts. Gets more difficult when you want to look at holster monitoring in my opinion.

Chemistry is always fun its pretty simple to get into the basic stuff as long as you remember your high school level knowledge. I am doing pretty good just browsing a pdf file on some ekg test strips right now in electrocardiograms. Then checking in on the site,

Sorry optimism is kind of a hard thing when you're a pessimist. So dark places are what I typically manage to produce. I just want a quiet life. There's not really much I really want. Well for starters I could use more money, a nice place, my own system of travel to visit people and place around the world. XD You know, the essentials.

Hmm I suppose conversing and communication, along with any knowledge I didn't know beforehand. Its like experimenting in chemistry. Except that's one pain which most definitely majority of the time will be more pain then gain. How are you though?

Well it's more than just losing friends. Again, it's just one thing out of the whole problem with me. But you will leave, you say you won't be you don't know what the future is like. It's nice to hope for the best but always expect the worst. I'm definitely not great and you've been able to do so much more than I despite hiccups. Some things you just cannot change. The truth is one of them. Making someone's day is something I'm really not good at. I'm no good at brightening up the world, I'm just a downer. http://fanaru.com/watamote/image/thumb/185761-watamote-tomoko.gif

That's good to hear! :D I'm still stressed. but i'll be okay :)