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Well thats great! I live right near Phoenix where they hold a comicon, but i do not think i'll be going.. Im just not sure i will find someone to go with. I had three different cosplays i have been planning lately, but its fine if it doesnt work out, because thats too much money anyways ^u^
Cyan-San @cyansan
Cyan-San @cyansan
Actually pretty good. I'm making plans to go to a con in my state. I'm gonna cosplay too! I'm going as Yuuta from Chuunibyou lol. Me and a bunch of old friends are going together...
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Hey how's it going :D
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Lol will do :3
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Well you make sure you get that done first lol
Cyan-San @cyansan
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Well thanks for being a friend :3 And I really hope I do find who I'm looking for. There are certain things I miss having the chance to partake in. Maybe some day by some chance we'd be able to hang out. I think it'd be a blast even if it was a one time thing. Maybe after I take over the world lol.
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Okay, well i think that you really deserve friend outside the of the net, and that you should also really really get out more (easier said than done). I have also been burned with pretty bad experiences online. It scares me sometimes. But that aside, i hardly doubt your a burden in any way. It may be that you can be somewhat overwhelming, but that's just, for me, because you seem really intelligent. I feel the same way too. Seriously. And might be that way, but i'm getting better
Cyan-San @cyansan
Cyan-San @cyansan
I feel like I overwhelm people a lot. I feel like I'm too much or a burden.
Cyan-San @cyansan
Cyan-San @cyansan
Yeah. I see your point there. I've felt firsthand how unhealthy online friendships and/or relationships are. It really toys with the emotions. I've been left in a bad emotional state because of it. I personally have to be consoled because of past mistakes with relationships. Which is one of my purposes of coming to Otaku social networking sites. I came primarily for friendship, but I also look forward to something more as well. But I also don't believe in any sort of online only relationship. I've had too many bad experiences with that. I've let my feelings take over me quite a few times. I'm sure you can see that just based on how open I am. This all contributes to me wanting to physically be around and talk to people. That and I only leave my house probably once or twice a month. I've spent most of the last two years at home. It gets boring and lonely >_>.
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Sometimes i feel insecure, on this site even. Like i'm not interesting enough for people to talk to me, or even pretty enough. What do you know, just like school! So i also get excited when i find someone interesting to speak to.