Caleb of the cancer

exclude the boyfriend thing unless you meant just my friends that are jsut boys i.e like dudes i jsut chat with when i get bored

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7hMlHlOrO4 my song that shows how my family thinks about my love life. just exclude bible camp bit due to the fact that i never did things like that

this song is about me when i get any praise for doing thigns that people like i.e drawing or singing or anything like that https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eo9pU1q8sy8

eh i'm not worth anyone's time so i guess i will just be here lerking in the backgrounds of the silently waiting but eh whatever i am used to the loneliness and most likely i will never and i mean never due to my personality and how it changes frequently and how i consider my self a monster due to society standers wish to be forgotten as a human being and treated as less than one because at the end of the day my body is just a slave to my own mind and i really just am nothing worthy of anyone's time. so to ed and max i liek to thak you for showing me that i am a worthless peace of huamn flesh and i take up space however i will stay alive but advoid human contact other than text on this webstie i am stoping my search for love for good because my answer i was looking for on why i exist came to me. it was depressing it is to live and die alone so good bye and good luck i hope you all find love because i know i wont however like i stated before i will remain lurking on the website however i am give up on finding love and friendship because i dont deserve it