Caleb of the cancer

what my family thinks of me but take out the mother bit unless you mena my careing side than keep the mother https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ge53QaDpKQ

my first song lyrics. however the melody is not mine so have a read and lesson to it with the melody provided. repelling light COLLAPSE Repelling light In the dark confronts of my room a flash of light struck. When ideas flash before my very eyes, I hide under my sheets all trucked up. The flash of light and ideas hit for a moment. Then are repelled away by the husks of my own. Once did I hope and dream magnificent ideas and they were killed So much pain it gave me While others laugh as my unhappiness grew Lullay dear hopes and dreams of mind places forgive me of abandoning you. Bear up this song I made for you And please keep yourself safe in the pits of my mind. Please god or something help me make them come to life. To see my ideas flutter away like ash coming from a hot fire and to go out by the cold and seamlessly end all the pain. But ideas that hit me always make me cry due to them being an unachievable dreams thus leading for a feeling for them to be free. As the light of my very own being is slowly torn off by the husk of my formal self slowly making me cry of everything as I hope dies. Lullay dear hopes and dreams of mind places forgive me of abandoning you. Bear up this song I made for you and keep yourself safe in the pits of my mind. Please god or something help me make them come to life. The ideas they seem to just flows into my mind like wind blows the grass. For the greed or others who must make it clash. Such is the way of the limelight that slowly corrupts a mind and a person’s body and soul. Leading to an endless pain that make them feel unknown. It crushes my very own soul as if light has been fading and make me a husk of my own. May these thousand autumns swiftly pass I pray. My sadness and my hopelessness make me careless. Please forgive me. (play the link for the melody) (side note melody is not owned by me the original maker of the melody for this is owned by ponyphonic and is not owned by me the only thing i did was make new lyrics for it) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Un5MRf1HXsY

Trust me I most likely going to be forever alone I am just to "weird" but hey not the firs time being alone I mean I been mostly alone for my whole life so I can be forever alone

Slowly starting to give up on the idea of me actually finding love and everything eh whatever I guess that's what video games are for

If the two people on here that I had a crush were not taken (you know who you are) this song I found is how I feel about them. It's nothing bad about them https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ArWgZuoB7g