bunniebun

i need yo all to know that in like middleschool i had a wattpad accout named real nerd girl and my profile was pikachu but i didnt watch or play pokemon and i only read one direction fanfics

i suck at my job i keep messing everything up and no one knows how??? like when you put pizza orders into the computer it automatically totals up a price for you but when i do it i get an insanely wrong price???? like it wont let me finish the order and it should be impossible and no one can figure out how it happens but i always manage to do it like ive only had one successful(ish) call and i get so stressed before going into a fukin pizza job like it shouldn't be so stressful but i panic so much everyday i take pain killers because i am in physical pain and i have to try not to cry more than just in my car due to the stress of answering a phone or helping a costumer or putting a label on wrong or just fuking up in general and some of the people their arent helping like today was actually really good and calm and i liked everyone im with but sometimes there are people i know think i shouldn't work their and i mess up to much nd like i know that they dont need to point it out like i know i slow everyone down and i know i mess up and i know i probably shouldn't work there but hhhhhhhhhhh so basically im h*ckin stressed

i dont know how this site works im honest to god so confused by it like when people reply to my posts how am i ment to reply what is the etiquette?????? also i work at domino's so

update on first day at work no one like at all was told i was coming in so i wasnt able to clock in properly and i was meant to only do traing and they have videos for me to watch i did not do that i did learn a few things but mostly it was as if i was already working there except sometimes id have questions and they had me drive which was pretty cool because its fun and easy and i made almost $30 in tips last night so in the end pretty chill but still stressed for everything because im new and struggling

im literally just being a pussy ss bitch and venting so ignore or read idc i start my first job Sunday and i am panicking™ like the very nice lady i interviewed and filled forms out with i love her but she isnt at the one i work at like i dont know anyone from my store like idk who the manager is like do i just roll up and walk in the back do i ask the person up front to see the manager that seems awkard and what if there was a line would i waith through the line just to get to the front and say help i work here now like a fool???? and i was told when on sunday i start by the nice lady but idk when i get off like will they tell me am i expected to know???? i dont have any emails or voice mails from the store about anything as far as i know they just dont know me like help??? why is this so hard i thought id chill once i interview and was hired like i got a hat and everything so like chil??? but im not chill im never chill ill probs cry in the car before going in and cry at some point partway through my shift hhhhhhhhhhhh

also just like to remind everyone i suck at communication and i am only on here for like a minute at a time so if you are messaging me i love you and i swear im not ignoring you i just never really check messages or anything oops sorry