bunniebun

im literally just being a pussy ss bitch and venting so ignore or read idc i start my first job Sunday and i am panicking™ like the very nice lady i interviewed and filled forms out with i love her but she isnt at the one i work at like i dont know anyone from my store like idk who the manager is like do i just roll up and walk in the back do i ask the person up front to see the manager that seems awkard and what if there was a line would i waith through the line just to get to the front and say help i work here now like a fool???? and i was told when on sunday i start by the nice lady but idk when i get off like will they tell me am i expected to know???? i dont have any emails or voice mails from the store about anything as far as i know they just dont know me like help??? why is this so hard i thought id chill once i interview and was hired like i got a hat and everything so like chil??? but im not chill im never chill ill probs cry in the car before going in and cry at some point partway through my shift hhhhhhhhhhhh

also just like to remind everyone i suck at communication and i am only on here for like a minute at a time so if you are messaging me i love you and i swear im not ignoring you i just never really check messages or anything oops sorry

i am trying to get back into acrylic paint so im doing some marbled ones and honestly its such a mess i love them like my hands where practically dipped in gray paint

also im no longer allowed to spend the night with girls :))))))) it only effects me with one friend because i have like no friends :))))))) im trying to chill not get dicked down