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Baka @reinhardt76 I love this song!!!

재미 @ambrosel Haven't you already-- xD

Baka @reinhardt76 Ahh crap, I forgot I was literally ignoring you

Baka @reinhardt76 Σ(ＴωＴ) cover blown

재미 @ambrosel D:<

Baka @reinhardt76 (ʘᗩʘ’) SOMEONE SAVE ME

재미 @ambrosel e:b:ic bro lets be depressed together

KuroK @kurok I’m all for it. Depression buddies are fun. And depressing.

재미 @ambrosel Let's both wallow in gloom O v O

재미 @ambrosel There's nothing to look forward to in life anymore, it's all just a repeated cycle of endless disappointments and misfortunes O v O

KuroK @kurok And when you do come to a point where you think you are happy it gets taken away faster then it appeared. Its an endless cycle of self doubt and self pity.

재미 @ambrosel When things are going well, you start to doubt your self worth, are you even deserving of it? Thoughts flooding in such as, "I don't amount to anything", "I'm better off alone", "I don't deserve happiness" O v O You just get tired of these voices filling up your head, pressuring you to succumb to the feeling of void!

KuroK @kurok The voices never stop, never ending screams of terror and your own self worth which isnt anything. Why am i here where do i go. Ill just let myself slip into the void for it is the only relief in which i can find. The darkness if my friend and i am its enemy always straying farther from it only to find it whispering in my ear, when i go to look behind me.

재미 @ambrosel Your relationship with that feeling of void is full of complications, you've come to resent it, it frustrates you that you have no control over it, but it's become so familiar that you start to seek comfort in it, it's the only thing that stood by you at every moment of struggle...

KuroK @kurok It has stayed by you but at the same time it has stayed distant. knowing its the only thing you take solace in it doesnt give you that joy anymore. The more you try to go back to it the more a darker void opens, it is new and it is inviting but it is as dark as the sun when you stare at it. It is nothingness but at the same time it is your world, a world filled with pity and despair of your own making. yet you feel like it was made not by you but because of you, because that self loathing you feel is real and that is its representation.

재미 @ambrosel yo this is actually getting really.. :monkas:

KuroK @kurok Xd a lil bit

재미 @ambrosel xdddddddd

재미 @ambrosel You okay buddy?

KuroK @kurok not sure how to respond to that question so im just gana say. Yes?

KuroK @kurok hbu?

재미 @ambrosel Okay is subjective, but I feel pretty danke

KuroK @kurok danke is a good way to describe it

재미 @ambrosel hEll yeAH bOioI

KuroK @kurok oH hELLz yA dArk and dAnke

KuroK @kurok I am now going to use danke for everything it has become my new favorite description

재미 @ambrosel Wise choice, it is the best compliment I can offer to a fellow earthling I deem worthy of highest regards

KuroK @kurok UwU now that’s danke <3 <\3 <3