well i feel you there >> i'm Christian, but veeeeeeeeeeery open. i'm ALMOST a little Buddhist, more like i find a lot of their ideas to be extremely intriguing and that some of them just plain work. funky little mix i know, but hey i'm a weird kinda guy XD oh and about the tarrot, yes they're totally real O.O as much as it sounds like a line from yugioh it really is about having your heart in the cards, something about putting a little bit of faith in something really does make things happen and just...work, ya know? so i've always been fascinated by the spiritual realm(s) and love getting tarrot readings, i dont believe one has been wrong yet.