"Wheelbarrow full of money to buy a loaf of bread. I wish it was a joke, but it is not." - The same thing happened when the German Empire collapsed after WWI. Hyperinflation was so bad they did that, and the value of the money degraded so fast what you needed to buy a wheelbarrow full of cash to buy bread at dawn and maybe 8 wheelbarrows full of money to buy soup at dusk.

Wecome, and may you find the friends you are looking for on this sight. I am sure with these mutual interests it won't be hard...

I am responsible for my own happiness, and sadness This does not mean I can avoid suffering, but it means I can remain unmoved by it. In Buddhism there exists the level or concept of an Arhat, if one attains the level of Arhat it simply means that this person is unmoved by external circumstance There is no reaction, only action This is simple but also profound Suffering is still there, how can it not be does not suffering come from having a body? how can we suffer without a body? But! I am not my Suffering

I realize this may sound strange coming from one banana doing potentially psyche threatening actions against another banana

An interesting question. Although I believe people can change their gender and go between the two, I believe there are only two genders (which is different to the sexes). Sure, call yourself gender fluid if you want, but I don't call that a category, it's just deciding to be neutral. You can be as feminine or masculine as you like, or not. You're still likely to be more one than the other.

So you are seeking a monogamous relationship with someone who will be faithful to that contract. First off, when you got with these girls did you actually present that as a requirement? Or did you just assume "Oh we made banana sauce together and now we are a thing"? Secondly don't be an emotional tampon, tampons get gross and are only meant to be used once. Someone mentioned mental illness before that is a good point, more so than that though.... A person with low self image is more likely to cheat, you need confidence in yourself and any woman that you desire to be with should also have confidence, not be attention seekers, or have "daddy" issues Make sure that any requirements you have for your relationship are known, don't have any "Assumed Contracts" (what I mean is don't assume you are on the same page, determine-clarify-modify. I could go on and on about this but whatever you get the point I guess one last piece of advice would be to go about it as detached as possible, I let my partner know "You can go out and bang some other dude, sure... but I will lose all interest in you" that may not be your style but the way I look at it, I DO NOT OWN MY PARTNERS BODY and have know right to assume that I have exclusive access, but I have a right to my own, and if she is getting down with someone else I have a right to stop relating or modify the relating

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kbKtFN71Lfs natural patterns out of chaos