Confessions

I confess im in a healthy relationship and Im not all that sure what to do. Shes special in so many ways. She even tried suicide when we were just starting to really talk but that didnt phase me really (in terms of my interest in her) Im used to a lot more arguing so lots of time freed up there. Of course shes still 10 hours due west of me but shes gonna fix that next month

Yet another derp bites the dust. You're freedom (Thats your balls.)is now in a vice grip, the sweet grip of looooove. Congrats... Just one tid bit of advice, not that you asked for it, but don't ever think you can fix her. What I mean is, often times people see someone in distress and inadvertently subconsciously come in as a savior rather than just a fellow human being seeking a connection. You are both part of an elite team now. Y'all vs. the world. Good luck. :)

The saying "scared money dont make no money" is hella real. Trying to get into investing and all the risky routes seem to be better than the safe ones :/

I confess I find refuge in the anonymity I have here... being known and having people see what you’re doing or have done is so overwhelming. Here I get to hide any disappointment caused by someone but in the real world depending how close they were people will know when you’ve gone separate ways.

It's true xixi.. https://scontent-sjc3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/38470343_616571735409966_7870904522019700736_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=4e02db1ace50efbeba8b3b5182daeedd&oe=5BFADA09

I was stalked by someone online before for some timeXD,but that is fine, he doesn't have ulterior motives...He was just too timid/insecure to keep in contact with someone who is from a remote country because of avoidant personality disorder...It has been 15 months..Time flies.. I don't really care about those true, creepy stalkers :d...Moreover, I won't be the target easily...Too tough to handle... That friend stalked me because I was a younger version of him...very easy to talk to....