Voided: Lowest point in your life~

https://i.imgur.com/QVzAH7H.png https://64.media.tumblr.com/2ad45bd0fe97710d5f76d6b8b8c36099/tumblr_p1oqdtN2fC1wmbby5o1_540.jpg ............................................. 【Ｑｕｏｔｅｓ】........................................................... １　（ゲど因） Every time I think I've hit rock bottom, the floor caves in and I find I can still fall deeper ２　（ウヂは） I want to jump off a cliff. Drown myself in pills and alcohol. Crash my car. Cut my self. Scratch myself. Punch window frames. I want this to stop. I want to stop being a fucking idiot. Why do I always fuck it up? Why am I a piece of shit? I'm truly sorry for putting you through my bullshit. You deserve 100% better than me. https://i.ytimg.com/vi/1xHIcib-QMM/maxresdefault.jpg ３　（ラ慰ゟ） https://64.media.tumblr.com/287779a8b3095b11b28c44b71d916cf2/9840fcffcd48fa88-af/s1280x1920/90b939ae07b167f95d5f11de8ea42100127c80fa.jpg . .. ... .... ..... ...... ｆｒｅｅ ｙｏｕｒ ｍｉｎｄ ..... .... .. . IMPORTANT IMPORTANT IMPORTANT IMPORTANT https://64.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5ivgpL7mh1r4uuwto1_400.png While bullying doesn’t cause suicide, a stressful environment and persistent, emotional victimization can increase a person’s risk of suicide. Together, we can create awareness about the dangers of bullying and give emotional support to those who may be contemplating suicide. If you or someone you know is in an emotional distress or suicidal crisis, please call the Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255).

Sometimes it can all feel so pointless. I can feel so helpless... Hopeless. There's nothing left here. Not for me, Not anymore...

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Have you ever tried to have a good time or just tried to distract yourself but then suddenly you feel the sadness in your chest coming back and every second it gets heavier and even if you try to hold it back but you never win. So you‘re just there feeling how you slowly get empty again. This makes me want to appreciate those little moment of happiness no matter how long they last because sadness is always ready to take it away. https://64.media.tumblr.com/454088038e431da84230eac798edf195/tumblr_paag4sO9Jg1x86knlo1_640.jpg

Could be manic depression. No reason for it, just bubbles up and you never know how long it will last. Sometimes a few hours, sometimes a few days.