Confessions Anonymous dD

#195 There's people around me, yet I'm still alone. There's No one to share my pain with. No one to share happiness with. There's a wall between me and every person. I'm falling apart. There's No one and nothing to hold me together. I'm crumbling to earth.

#196 It's like I'm not ment to be alive. Death is his best friend, Failure his accomplice. Wherever he wanders, He leaves a smell of foul and rotten.

#197 Giving them chances, huh? Chances for what? Pff, approach me?? Why would they? Everyone has their own lives. Everyone has what they need, What would they want from me Why would they care. What could I offer them. I am nothing. And no one has interest in nothing.

#198 Friendship makes me wanna suicide, especially when I know I do not belong here. The rest has been deleted unintentionally. Words once written down can never be changed or recovered. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts

#199 I will receive no love, no happiness, only pain. Pain.. And loneliness. Your shadow by your side, the only friend in life I have blades everywhere I go. I leave a trail of blood, everywhere I go.

#200 Where's your courage, Where's your care? Where's your trying? What's that stare? Keep your words, Or you don't care? You're both careless like animals There's no humanity in you.

#201 I wanna be there for you when you are stressed I wanna be there for you when you need distraction I wanna be there for u when u got problems I wanna be there for u when u need someone to talk to I wanna be there for u when u r lonely And I wanna be there for u when u r horny I'd like to pull you into another world, one far away from your daily problems, so that for some hours, you can rest and leave the world aside

#202 if I would have a place I could call my own, I would drench my bed and the walls in my own blood. that is where I would feel at peace/good/comfortable/home. sorry, today was just one of those days where I felt like doing it. unfortunately if I would do such a thing I'd take quite a high risk of getting kicked out.

#203 Ignored, forgotten, Left aside like an old boring toy, Thrown away like trash, Left to die No one cares They all got bored, I'm not entertaining enough