Dying in the inside

so from my window, i got onto a train, and then on another train, then on a plane, then i was in spain (that kinda rhymed) then i was camping for 2 months, then i had lived in a squat. and then i tripped again and fell on a plane, which landed in uk. and then i tripped on a girl and we'd trip around for like 10 months. and then she got rid of me and i had a really bad trip that i even ended up on the roof of a 3 story house without any safety (the roof wasn't flat xd i was lying on my belly ) and then i tripped into a room and fell into deep depression and i didn't do shit for 2 years and then i was kicked out and i tripped onto a bus and did like 1500km on a bus to trip back onto the same property i tripped out the window from. which was this december