It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.

Wasn't easy man I had a lot of low points in my life trying to kill myself just one of them I have no issue talking about it. It was a part in my life I'm not happy that I did it but I don't wanna go back and change it. Things that happen to us make us who we are the good and the bad our life and what we see and do with it defines us.

You learn a lot from your experiences with people. It's just more personal when you're dating or friends. I've had 2 really bad times where I had trouble getting over an ex (one of those is still current -.-||| ). The first one took me several years to realize I just liked being friends with my ex and we worked better in that capacity since I would always talk with him about my problems or to just talk and laugh about stupid stuff and have some intellectual conversations. I'm just now trying to work on backing off from the most recent ex that I felt deeply attached and in love with since I worked really hard on making our relationship better but he didn't want to continue working with me and is being difficult in different other ways. I understand the feeling of being different and people not exactly being on your side, causing you to feel alone. My reasons are not really similar, though, to those discussed already and some of them are more personal than I'd like to share.