Stens Thoughts

everyone probably already knows of this thread and just steers away from it... that is probably best, i am sorry for creating this and making this website more sad than it should be :c i am also sorry for posting that i am sorry here... because that just makes this thread go to the top again...........

ah screw it im just gonna go back to listening to depressive songs and doing nothing, i dont have any good anime to watch, i dont have any good manga to read. My friends arent online and without them gaming becomes boring... so music is the only thing left, anyone know anything fun to do? ahaha why do i even bother asking here when no one checks this... imma ask the same in the MO family discord :c

why do i always get my hopes up whenever i enter this site? i always think "ah someone might add me and actually be interested" but when has that ever happened :/ i am probably only complaining right now because i am tired and i dont really think about what i am saying then, it has been the same with every single one of these messages. well i am always tired... so I am sorry for making anyone feel sad or anything...