Struggles you had/have trouble overcoming...

To kill off my emotions to look cool 24/7. It's actually not that easy.. Life will keep throwing challenges at you to force you to show emotions. Sometimes you will get sad because someone disappoints you for example. Or When you are happy, Showing overexcitement will make you look like a soyboy e.t.c Someone who acts based on Emotions will always look like an idiot. Imagine to being in love with a 17 years old and she is also toxic as fuck. Oh man, that would be THE WORST...

I struggle to keep my most important passions alive and not get it ruined completely by family errands and following their suggestions that aren't what my feelings need.