Any other guy hate the fact they're always kinda horny? :/

Dude you need to understand that nature is nature and being lewd is not really a problem as it's like getting the opportunity to finally be at peace with yourself and the five finger sisters. I'm trying to be serious about this where it's kind of funny and it's kind of not where you just have a large libido after getting in the mood for someone because that's what happens if you imagine someone that you really like and you're not doing anything about it is unhealthy and also it will hurt if you try to restrain those urges. seriously I learned the hard way when I tried to stay away from my urges and Let It go but it felt like it hurts like hell when I was unable to do anything about it and I was unable to let myself be at peace.

being lewd and horny is fun fapping feels great

I've already weighed in around here. But I must say again. I hate no amount of horniness.