Why Highschool Sucks (Or doesn't suck)

in elementary school i was bullied for my weight and sexually harassed by people i thought were my friends. was called stupid by teachers and treated as a nuisance because i have a learning disability. in middle school my extroverted attitude was stomped out by bullies, and i found when i was quieter and didnt fight back against the bullies it was just easier. i cut myself and had fantasies of shooting up my school and even tried to kill myself around this time in my life. it was really overwhelming for a preteen who already has so many emotions they dont understand highschool wasn't too bad bully wise, still was teased for being "weird" and a bookworm but not as bad as before. just i had no classes with any of my friends so i was alone a lot of the time the year above me was the anime/gamer kids im so jealous that there were such kool kids just out of reach and i had to be stuck with the jocks and ghetto kids i even had a friend who was bullied try to kill herself. i nearly yelled at a teacher for letting them bully her so bad and she would do fucking nothing. my school was just full of alot of shitty people (and a few gems) school was hell for me basically. always bullied for being fat and weird. while some of my friends would also join in bullying me i also had some really kind and loyal friends they were anime fans too so i hope someday they join this site *fingers crossed* its all still very traumatic for me, but thats all in the past https://i.pinimg.com/originals/46/ff/52/46ff5269ce921e85c63c3d8adbad058c.gif

Let's see... Nobody liked me throughout the entirety of highschool and i don't know why, everyone just played pretend with me so i will help them with math and english, always being left out as if i wasn't a part of that classroom and i was being mocked with every occasion... yeah, fuck that place, I'm so glad it's over.

i had the same problem darkness :s i didnt know why people didnt like me either i guess people just either dont like what they dont understand, or were bored and wanted to dislike you

I was often left out at school too, didn't really have people who I would call "friends" in high school either and they were mostly people who I talked to in order to pass the time. My friends and I all went to different high schools, but we all still lived in the same town and really close to each other so that was okay. I remember being bullied for a while, but eventually got them to stop when they went too far and I beat the ever-living shit out of one of them, meanwhile at home I had a drunken dad who I would almost daily get into physical fights with so I spent most of my time getting up to mischief with friends and tried to stay outside as long as I could as a way to avoid having to deal with my dad's bullshit. I've always been looked at as weird, but I kinda just own the fact that I am weird. They're weird from my point of view too because I don't get why you'd wanna be like everyone else and conform to whatever ideas are safe and acceptable. In spite of all the bullshit though, I would like to relive those days again because the times I had with my childhood friends were the best times of my life and I'll never forget them, I'll always cherish them.

Highschool is horrible because it teaches to the lowest common denominator. On top of that they also just teach bullshit. Teachers are some of the worst people in the world. It's literally just a cauldron of terrible things.

I truly don't understand how people can be so cruel against those that have different likes or act differently. " How can you not like this?", " What's so special about that? It's weird." How i would have loved smacking some sense into them but, violence leads to more violence and i am too physically vulnerable to have had that over my shoulders.

Violence is really only okay in my eyes if someone else does it to me first, when I beat up one of my bullies it was because they tried to push me down the stairs.