Most evil thing you can think of

ha no1 actually meantions this? O.O in the whole thread? what has MO come too... https://pics.me.me/when-the-anime-ends-on-a-cliffhanger-and-theres-no-10195442.png

the fact that we yearn desperately for reason and purpose despite the fact that in the grand scheme we have no purpose and there is no reason we think and question as much as we can to fulfill the sentient desire for structure in a cold irrational reality we call into the universe, "why was i created? what is my purpose?" just to be answered by a cold echo of silence, an answer that tears us apart inside because we were not built to accept the truth we all want to be special, but we arent we will never be special and the fact that we are all built to want to be an individual in a society of creatures that share 99.5% of our own dna and think and feel just like us is the cruelest thing i can think of honestly we were born to suffer

Honestly there is no reason to existence its pretty obvious think about it. Why does a goat exist? All it does is eat grass and reproduce, same goes for bugs, eat and reproduce. We arent different XD we eat and reproduce all this extra stuff we have doesnt mean we have a purpose it just means we staeted looking for things that arent there

iv been a nihilist since i knew the word, but the more i think about it the cruel it is which is why i choose not think about it *continues to occupy mind with mindless tasks*