What's the hardest part about dating YOU?

Hmmmmmmmm. Admittedly I do have one bad habit. I tend to ghost someone and cut communications if I feel like I'm about to be ghosted or the person lost interest in me. To ghost before you're ghosted saves embarrassment of being thrown away but I'm usually always feeling guilty after doing it. Its probably something I should stop doing.

I tease a lot and if you show me too little affection I get clingy cause i'll overthink and think that i'm doing something wrong

I'm a 5'4 male so most of society (talkin about women) will most likely find me unattractive. Now for my personality, I am usually timid at first but will open up pretty easily if things click. I can be quite clingy and affectionate if I am extremely comfortable around someone. I tend to not open up because I feel as if I am burdening the other person. However, I am trying to be more honest and vulnerable in order to express my feelings. I feel as if I am a boring person cause of my few hobbies: anime and games.