Your goals

To become very healthy, fluent in Japanese language, visit Japan, improve parts of myself that may look wrong or incomplete by various people that encounter me (social behavior, troubleshooting, , cooking, jobs, the atmosphere of my personality, intelligence, etc.), keep up with my religion, be on a good budget (neither rich nor poor) and maybe either find a Japanese, Scottish or American otaku as a lover.

Become a historical advisor for entertainment media, have a wife, house, kids and pets i dunno maybe finish my steam games before i die xD

Be stoic, unflinching. It is but a wild dream, realistically speaking. Stoic, while "toxic" and sharp at times, that is. A realistic (albeit not that much) one would be marrying and having children and study enough to be... more virtuous. As for my career? Be a prosecutor, tread the way of law's blade. If I fail, I shall try Economics/Accounting, as it is what I excel. If not, I'll try and become an Voice actor or work in a Circus.

In the next year I hope to graduate and start making that $$. Beyond that tho, I'm split on what to do. I've always wanted to foster children and have a small animal sanctuary. I could put my money towards them but I also really want to permanently leave the US and live selfishly. _(:ι」∠)_