Anonymous confessions!

#709 Why is it out of the small times someone tells me they like me they up an disappear on the internet or I can’t like physically reciprocate it back. I would like to like some one but at the same time when it really comes down to it I think a lot of people are more attached to the concept to much including myself. But that also makes me fearful to confess or like someone cause I wouldn’t wanna disappoint them with my hollowness and how boring I actually am. It’s reallt bad when all your good for is thinking and that’s about it

#710 One time I added mango mochi as a friend, had a short conversation through DMs, and one day noticed she had just randomly removed me from her friends list. Being that I barely knew her it didn't bother me so much that she specifically removed me, but it hurt my self esteem as a person. I asked myself "Am I really this boring of a person?".

@#703 That aint me, fyi Must be his waifu owo Dazai is such a Hooligan

#711 Thinking about people criticizing Sunflowers BL, tbh its fun to be able know/talk to someone who is super Fujoushi and fangirly a whole lot better than being a boring egotistical puts. There’s to much stuff to be excited about, I mean dudes wouldn’t want there precious traps, and yuri criticizes in the same way yaoi is. ;p

#712 I h8 that I’m not truly good at anything. I’m just decent at so many things but never good at one thing it makes me truly jealous of everyone else who has that one defining trait or talent. Everything I do is mediocre and at best decent, even trying to focus on one thing hurts to, it doesn’t satisfy me enough.

#713 It would be nice to get to know people better and see all there sides, but talking is exhausting through text sometimes and I kinda wanna hear a voice, but then again I don’t cause my voice is bad and no one wants to hear that

#714 I wish I was smart like Enki

#715 My spirit animal is a shoujo manga protagonist

#716 I received a big gift card for a restaurant as a thank you for my hard work at my job, and when I mentioned it to a group chat with a lot of my friends IRL, one joked "so dinner is on you right?". I proceeded to respond with "well I certainly wouldn't mind just buying a bunch of food for everyone to use it up, since I don't eat out much anyway", to which no one responded and flaked. This bothers me because as of late it feels like my friends have been distant and I have no idea why. Doesn't matter how good of a friend I try to be, doesn't matter if I offer everyone a free dinner, I'm not worth hanging out with. I feel lonely and worthless.