My otaku girl

Shinu. Im not sure the definition of player, but i never cheated on any of them. Although id have dropped them in a heartbeat if i happened to come across the right otaku girl

Makes me think of a business man/ mafia for some reason. No worries. You're not ugly. I haven't met a guy on here who was. They are seem nice with their own different personality styles.

Now I know your secret. *shadows secretly to get the juicy truth* I have no idea why mafia came into mind. ^//^ reason why a book should never be judged by its cover.

[:O!] Wow you guys are great thanks for the support. I'm not just saying this for attention, but I do branch out to non otaku women. I'm actually a little guilty about it, I get into relationships knowing full well that I'm going to break their heart, but I'm doing it for my future otaku girl. Im leveling up various relationship stats to best serve my true girl with. Ugh it got really ugly last time, i think im done torturing women, my level is probably high enough. Not sure i have the stomach for it anymore. I started dating this tea coffee artst political hot non otaku. She played mario once when she was 10, bleh. We went to coffee shops and to our houses to play boardgames and often couldnt finish our scrabble games because the sexual tension between us would grow too large to focus anymore ( mayby it was just her strategy to avoid losing scrabble to me). So anyways after about 40 days she used the most beautiful word in the human language at me... i told her its not gonna work and that we dont share enough interests and that we were now broken up... so much crying and whys... next day she begged me to meet at this pretty shakespere park we often went to where i climbed a tree and hung a 50lb mushroom from a tall pine tree knowing nobody was capable of taking it down and they had to do plays with it still hanging center stage... so i agreed to meet to help console her. She then frantically started asking asian people at her college how to say "i love you, please stay with me forever" in japanese, because i know japanese and am an otaku. She wanted to become one to keep me. suppesedly the 2nd asian group was able to teach her lol... So at the park she recited it super embarassed tearful and hopeful. It was so so sweet cute and sad. I hugged her and said how great she was, but that i wasnt changing my mind. She looked like she expected me to say that sniffed and accepted it. We then walked back to my company cargo van sat on the back bumper right next to the "adventure mattress" (creepy name huh) in the back of my van. We talked calmly for a long time, the sun had set then i swear to god she turned the convo sexual. She put hand way up on my inner thigh. She litteraly slowly seduced me with gentle caresses all over. I just kinda laid back and let it happen. The back doors were then shut and we had some hot and heavy sex in there. After she looked ultra happy and said somthing along the lines of, so were staying together now right? Ughh right now im summoning some seriously repressed memories for u all. Soooo i said to her slowly and uncomfortably uhhh no that was just because we both got horney. Her recent powerful saddness converted to now powerful anger. She was livid she attacked me physically hardcore. She weighed 110 and im a pro fighter. I defended the onslaught in such a way where she 1. wouldnt get hurt from my blocks. 2. Could Get shots through to releive some of her stress. 3. Protect the 1 spot she actually could do 9999 damage. She got worn out and shouted 4 me to leave. I received lots of varrying fb messages from her until she went totally quiet. The whole relationship felt grim like the food chain. a predator destroying and swallowing a small sweet creature to absorb its nutrients so it can serve its mate. Welp lol i feel like a god damn demon and i dont deserve anyone after all the girls ive hurt. Sorry if this got too graphic guys. If you read all this, thanks. Typing all this was pretty theraputic actually. I feel a bit lighter now [Lol!] https://i.imgur.com/nHwcv3a.gif JK <3

@Amrod Is all of that true? It almost doesnt seem real. Not saying that it isnt true, but it seems almost like an anime or something But i get you on the whole leveling up thing. I sorta tested the waters with my ex. Thing is she watched anime but not really enough to be called an otaku, she also liked video games and was very perverted, though her feelings were pretty intense for me (at times i admit i was kinda dumb for breaking up with her) but you know young dumb and naive me was sorta in a rough patch of my life and she didnt help my situation much. In the end i got to do lots of practice with her. Such as dates, kissing, face timing all things i wasnt comfortable with. Im not gonna say there werent any feelings there but it wasnt gonna last and it didnt as you can tell. I sorta just kept the experience i got from her because in the end she did help me to be more confident in myself where as before i really wasnt. So im just gonna use everything i got out of my previous relationship to make my next one better >.> if i can even find a girl willing to date me and that has things in common with me

@Panda-kun I copied brendan_james's post on Page 2 to make a little joke. That is his story. I believe it is true never can be sure though hahaha :3 What I don't get is why the perfect girl for you guys HAS to be an otaku o.o Why do you need a girl who has the exact same interests? It is a bit more interesting when the two people are different. She gets you out of your comfort zone and to go out and do stuff and then you keep her in the house doing otaku stuff and thats it. VARIETY.

Oh i thought that was your post lol i didnt really read the rest of the stuff posted here She doesnt necessarily need to be an otaku XD but it would be nice cuz then you can have stuff to talk about because this girl and i didnt have much in common. (Cuz yeah she watched anime but didnt watch alot of it) and it didnt work out in the end cuz we had nothing to talk about. When you dont have anything to talk about then the relationship is just boring. We didnt like the same music, didnt like the same games, didnt have the same hobbies. See what im getting at?

Oh yeah I get you thats completely different from what I was thinking. I see how that would suck hahaha, glad you got some experience out of it though :3