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AMIR THE MEME STEALER I POSTED THAT MEME FIRST, JACK

@momoichi I honestly didnt know that. Me and my friends were on a voice chat and one of them started doing inpressions of Presidents. When it came to Biden he said, "Well I'm afraid you ain't black". And I said, "What? Why would you say that?" And he sent me that meme. I found it funny so I posted it on a different server and It got IMMEDIATELY taken down cuz it was "offensive" (people these days). So you're kinda right. I am a meme stealer cuz I stole it from him. XD Also my name isn't Jack.

i was going to ask aerica-sensei to remove me from her battle.net friends list so i could continue trying to unlearn my profound feelings for her, and after a month of no communication i asked if a short exchange for my mental health would be okay, and she removed me. it's nice to finally be free from the vice grip of a potentially dangerous and confused person, but i still wish I could have shared a word to let her know that i'm doing a little bit better now. and that sucks because i dont even know if i wanted to say that because it's true, or say that because it implies i still have feelings for her and that that was the last legitimate chance for us to rekindle, given how insane and untraditional the situation really was. i really fucked up and played stupid games with someone who was just as unwell as i was/am, albeit in different ways. i guess winning stupid prizes is equitable and for the best /cry & /shrug

https://media1.tenor.com/images/ff65c0f9b938f9594c822c6fc2690d4b/tenor.gif?itemid=16391919 There there, you did the right thing and stayed strong.